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Myrnal Shalienza
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Continued from The Burden of SinSomnia: Somnia perked up for a bit. The fellow certainly did talk too much, but he spoke in sparkly, and that was fine with her. She nodded as he went on about vacation plans, shifting her arms and furrowing her brows while stroking the baby fat covered excuse for a ramp she called for a chin, nodding and grunting in agreement with Hakaril. After all, he certainly sounded like he knew what he was talking about. This was one of Myrnal's friends. Obviously someone that she needed to be nice to. If she messed up now, Myrnal would probably--among other things that weren't good--scold her. One of her employers did say that the best way to be a person's friend is to be their friend's friend, too. Though, that was for some botched assassination attempt. It was pretty much the same, aside from the whole crashing through a roof with a sword half her size onto a dining room table surrounded by vikings part.
What a night that was. Come to think of it, that employer was somewhere near Miriel, wasn't he? That particular one WAS looking for some help around this time of year. Though, considering the silly business she was getting into with her current string of work, it might not be a good idea to tackle too many bears at once. Usually ends up with one leg in the mountains, some torso around some farmland, and a general lack of honey.
"Damn bears..." Somnia cursed quietly while Hakaril talked. Her mind wandering back to what came out of his mouth, Somnia blinked for a few seconds.
"I have to settle the issue once and for all, or it's going to drive me crazy all the way to Tarsis, especially if you're coming with us."
The girl leaned her head to the side, blinking. She thought for a few seconds, trying to recall if any of the words she caught were directed to her. Paying attention was crucial, and part of the reason why she ended up in places like Nijon instead of Xak Tsirioth. The best way was to fake it! The best way to fake it was with a smile! Somnia gave her best, non-tooth glaring humble smile and waited to hear what needed to be settled. What good news to hear they were headed in the same general direction! Maybe they were struggling in finances and needed a bit of a loan. She could handle it. Maybe the fellow needed a bodyguard. She could spare a few weeks of the job without reading her mission letter.
"Do you fight topless and covered in war paint?"
"...Ha?"
Somnia just stood there for a while, the same happy smile on her face. Almost as if it was there the whole time, the girls hand was on her sword hilt.
In the next moment, she was huddled safely behind Myrnal, two very stern eyebrows and two quite hissy-fit-in-a-bottled eyes glaring over her shoulders at Hakaril, hissing in Myrnal's ears with words too vivid for such a childish voice to stammer.
"He's adorable, but wicked. I have encountered them before. A rare breed of fae folk that take forms appealing to older women, usually house wives and seamstresses, and try to pull their souls into jars to make them perform wifely duties for an eternity. He must be out of servants, poor thing. So thin, needs some meat on his bones. When I give the signal try to distract him while I zip around in a circle. I'll rupture his kidney from his forehead before he hears my blade unsheathe. You'll get out of this with just a broken hip. Maybe. As long as I don't sneeze."
Paranoia. But how else would Hakaril have known about her battle in Dragon's Vale? ***** Myrnal: Myrnal watched helplessly as Hakaril's words ran away not just from him, but from all proper logic and decorum.
"Do you fight topless and covered in war paint?"
For a moment there was total denial. It was a nice moment, denial being a familiar and comforting thing to Myrnal. Hakaril hadn't asked that. Why would he ask that? Nobody said things like that and it was a good thing Myrnal was mistaken because... no. No he'd really asked.
Then in a flash Somnia was crouched beside her and whispering fiercely in her ear. "What?!" Myrnal exclaimed. "No, what the f@#$ are you talking about?" She twisted around to address Somnia directly.
"First of all, I don't know what all that s@#$ about fae and jars and... and seamstresses was all about... but no. Also no kidneys, no breaking my hips and whether he's wicked or not he is NOT adorable, he is HAKARIL!" She shook her head in frustration. "I don't-- I don't even know how to address all of the s@#$ wrong with that theory."
Suddenly her mouth shut so hard and so fast she heard her teeth click. There was a good chance that Hakaril hadn't heard what the crazy mercenary was whispering to Myrnal and she'd probably given him-- no. It was impossible that Hakaril would have learned anything new from the exchange because Myrnal herself wasn't sure she understood it, and it had been directed at her.
"I... uh..." She attempted to recover. "Look. I'm glad you're looking out for... for something. But ...I... it's fine. Promise. No blades. No... no jars or... or anything either. It's fine. Just.... gods, woman. Just sit the f@#$ down."
And then all in a rush the full horror and weight of the situation descended upon her.
Wait. Wait, Somnia is headed to Miriel. She's... is she.... oh, no. She's... taking the boat, isn't she. I'm going to be stuck. On a ship. With them. She swallowed. I'm going to go insane. I'm going to lose my mind and by the time we reach Tarsis I will... have... convinced myself I'm a sunflower or something.
There was no avoiding it. There was no stopping it or delaying it or changing the course now. Everything was insane, and it was going to get worse; she could feel it. ***** Hakaril: Caveat emptor. "Let the buyer beware." Hakaril had heard the statement before, of course, but he found it was an inadequate maxim for his purposes. He was fairly young, by most standards, yet he had sufficient experience to know that sometimes it was completely possible to get oneself in trouble without buying anything. It was a statement that could use some expansion, if only because most of the best things in life had the potential to be free; conversation, for example. But nothing was potentially more dangerous.
It was clear to Hakaril that he had inadvertently struck a chord with Somnia that might have been better off unplayed. This sensation, a mixture of horror and amazement, was, he imagined, something like that of a choirboy stumbling upon the exact note with the appropriate frequency to simultaneously shatter every stained glass window in the cathedral. In his mind, it was a terrifying experience, one that filled the soul with dread. Even as the glittering cascade of prismatic shards fell from the walls in a beautifully chaotic fashion, no matter how marvelous the display, the ultimate fear was getting stuck with the bill.
Hakaril had broken Somnia's mind, and now, clearly, he would have to pay the price. Or would he? Perhaps she was always like this. It was probable that she was. Somnia was Myrnal's friend, after all. Perhaps the solution was to derail the conversation as quickly as possible. Maybe if he didn't make any sudden movements the barbarian woman wouldn't cleave him in half to prevent herself from becoming a seamstress in a jar, or whatever the hell it was she was so deathly afraid of.
If nothing else, the situation confirmed for Hakaril the fact that his own tangential fantasies were really quite ordinary.
"Uh," he started, holding up one finger as though trying to break back into the conversation, "I would like to interrupt by saying that I am totally and completely confused. Additionally, Myrnal, you need to f^#&ing warn me before you introduce me to anyone so mentally unstable! I have no idea what the hell she's talking about, but I heard something about fey and kidneys, and I have never been fond of steak and kidney pie, so I imagine fey and kidney pie would be no better. And if that's not what she said, and she's accusing me of being fey..."
The wizard stepped forward, removing his hat and running his fingers through his hair, flipping blue locks over his shoulder. "Well, I can't say that's the truth," he said with a grin, "but I have enough glamour for all three of us." ***** "You," Myrnal said, pointing at Hakaril. "And you, Somnia.... are going to be the f@#$ing death of me." Leaning on the wagon behind her, she pulled herself to her feet and got her cane under her. Just leave it alone, she thought. He's probably just trying to... keep things light or something.There was no telling how much success Hakaril would have. While ordinarily Myrnal was immune to such efforts at lightening her mood, right now she was far too exhausted to resist properly. As the sun sank in the sky, Myrnal did her best to convince herself that she would simply be able to ignore Somnia and Hakaril until she was well enough to deal with Somnia's nervous energy and Hakaril's determined social efforts. Having bribed her way onto the ship's passenger manifest, Myrnal simply dropped the right names and brought her scant belongings with her down into the lower deck. Initially there were sailors and passengers moving in and out and bringing rattling, thumping, crashing belongings thundering around with them. The ship really was reasonably full, but for the amount of money Myrnal had paid, they'd made room for her. Presumably Hakaril had plans to make similar arrangements. Myrnal didn't stay with him to find out. It wasn't that she was avoiding Hakaril and Somnia. It was that continued exposure to the two of them could quite possibly kill her. Well, I won't literally die, she told herself. But that much contact with people who need my attention can't... I don't know. Can't be good for my health or something. Best to err on the side of caution.Armed with that rationalization, Myrnal sat down next to a crate in a darkened corner of the deck. Curling up on the floor, she leaned back and tried to get some sleep. If the others needed her they would find her. If they didn't need her, they hopefully wouldn't be motivated enough to start scouring dark corners searching out their ninja companion. In a matter of minutes she'd managed to retreat from the confusing and frightening world her friends inhabited and found refuge in the dark and twisted landscapes of the same old familiar dreams.
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Hakaril Silvar
Adventurer

Posts: 22
Whimsical Archmagus
Race: Human
Location: On the road
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A few hours later, Hakaril was sitting on a stool in the ship's galley, trying to decide whether or not this plan was actually going to be worth the effort.
"I can't let you onto the ship, son. Ship's full. Got too many passengers already and not enough room or supplies. I don't want your money, you got that? Money's going to do me no good when the crew mutinies because I can't feed them."
"Ah, is that the problem? Well! I think we can come to some sort of arrangement. You see, I'm a talented magician..."
Now the young wizard was concentrating, eyes closing slightly as he brought his hands together to make an imaginary sphere in the air. The galley crew watched in anticipation, the head chef clearly curious as to what this strangely-dressed man was about to do. Within moments, an orb of light began to form in the space between Hakaril's hands, and he opened his eyes as he shifted the slowly-growing ball with his fingers, sculpting it like luminescent clay. It was oblong, now, with rounded corners, and the magician seemed satisfied with what he had created. He bowed his head slightly, barely moving his lips to mutter some quiet incantation, and the mass of light dimmed, rapidly becoming a more tangible object.
When the light had fully receded, Hakaril was holding a largish loaf of brown bread. The galley crew "ooohed." The process had taken maybe two minutes.
It was fairly clear that the wizard was going to be able to earn his keep on the ship. He had no reason to believe that some sailor was going to pitch him overboard to lighten the ship's load, particularly not when he could sit and make enough food to feed a few dozen people a day. It was the sort of thing that would eventually be exhausting, but Hakaril didn't really mind this kind of work; even if he might feel as physically tired at the end of the day from continual spellcasting as he would pulling rope on the deck, manual labor was a lot less dignified.
Still, he had more important things to do beside create food and water for sailors. He momentarily regretted the fact that he didn't know how to make alcohol; if he did, it would've been fairly easy to conjure up a few flasks of rum or whiskey to satisfy his nautical overlords, and he would have more time to do things that he enjoyed instead of sitting around in the galley. Notably, he had lost track of Myrnal due to his difficulties in boarding the ship, and he had no idea where Somnia had gone.
Somnia. Come to think of which, he wasn't particularly concerned about where Somnia had gone. She could probably take care of herself, except if she couldn't. Each outcome was equally probable in Hakaril's mind, but given that he didn't know Somnia particularly well, he figured he lacked adequate information to judge her competence. She was clearly prone to fits of absolute disconnect from reality, but that was fine. As long as she didn't try to kill him in his sleep to protect herself from his "irresistable and wicked fey power." Myrnal knew how to handle Somnia, he figured, so there was no reason for him to fret about it.
Myrnal could take care of herself too, and he knew it. He wasn't exactly worried about Myrnal. He knew that he could rely on her to say absolutely nothing about her problems until he verbally cornered her and beat them out. She'd had a rough couple of days, but that was nothing she wouldn't bounce back from. And if there were something more serious afoot, the best way to figure it out would be to hang around her until something terrible happened to her while he was around. If someone tried to kill her while they were sitting in a bar having a drink, for example. At that point he would have to get involved to help her fight off her attacker, and she would be obligated to explain the situation. It occurred to Hakaril briefly that requiring an event of that magnitude to occur before even explaining her problems to her allies made Myrnal kind of strange.
One of the galley crew stepped forward. "So, uh. Can you make quickberry pudding?"
It was going to be a long day.
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...I'm not ignoring you. I'm just talking to my book. ~HakarilAvatar artwork by DMSCV.
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Somnia
Adventurer

Posts: 32
Y-yes?
Race: Human
Location: I think I was in Valgard a few days ago...maybe...
Guild: Ignes Libertatis
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...Move.
Somnia's fingers cracked and wiggled slightly, closing the right hand into a fist and slowly pushing her left palm forward. She exhaled a deep, contemplative gust of breath, her eyes narrowed with the determination of a thousand heroic warriors of the past wandering between each black iris. It was as if tension burned from her body with an aura of battle incarnate, the rising heat of fighting spirit steaming from her caramel skin.
I dare you. Just move.
In front of her was a rat on a bucket set on top of a table, holding a piece of cheese as if he owned the ship. The rat even had a small blue handkerchief around its neck. It was adorable. Somnia was settled in a deep battle stance against her foe near the mast of the ship, surrounded by a few shouting kids and some of the ship's crew, waving about their hands and tossing coin back and forth throughout the crowd. Someone was even going around with small slips of paper, shouting something about beating some sort of spread or some kind of three round knockout. The girl was changed into a rather simple white dress that showed two dainty slippers on her small feet, and though the pink scarf around her neck was quite adorable, the steel knight's sword swinging on her back as the ship swayed managed to distract any thought of girlishness.
"Demetri!" Somnia stomped and pointed at the rat, only getting a whisker twitch in response.
"Today is your last day as the king of that bucket! Feel the fury that lies beneath the THOUSAND DUNES of the Haldarac! Brightness Beyond the Twilight! TWILIGHT STRIKE!!"
"Squeak SQUEAK SQUEAK!"
Her hands flew towards the rat, pawing and swiping all about while the rat dodged and pounced about with his cheese locked snugly between his teeth and his hands. Demetri bounded onto Somnia's arm, jumping from arm to arm and skittering all about as she started flailing all about. It was certainly a good time for the crowd that was fairly entertained, cackling and cheering Somnia's epic battle with the rat that held the fate of the world. The rat ended u on the hit of her sword while Somnia scratched and swept through her hair to get the quick beast away, bouncing on the medallion pommel a few times in victory.
"TCH! You think this a joke?! Eat steel!" Somnia shrieked, twisting the sword from its chain bindings and tossing the rat into the air. She turned on her heels with her blade cranked back as far as she could, eying the spot on the sun that was her rodent adversary. Her swords biting edge swung true, though it missed just barely, Demetri plopping onto the deck. He skittered towards Somnia in a screeching rush just as the girl closed into a defensive stance, pointing her knight's sword to the oncoming pest. He ran up her blade to deliver a finishing blow, only to have the steel dropped from under him with the flash of a blink. Somnia's quick strikes swept through the air with enough speed to sing within the wind, though her powerful foe danced in evasion every time the blade came by. Demetri was bouncing on the blade every time it came close, romping about in midair while Somnia switched her blade from hand to hand, twirling with a sword dance that left strikes fading from sight.
But why was Somnia fighting a rat?
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Myrnal Shalienza
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"Are we going on the boat?"
"No way. Hate those f@#$ing things. Get on them and suddenly your whole life is out of your control." And then the lecture began. "You can't let people do that. No one will take care of you as well as you can take care of yourself, Aster. It's not about trust. It's..."
That was the kind of speech that could go on for a long time, and usually did. A few years later Myrnal would wonder if her mother had always been like that or if it had been a side-effect of raising her two children by herself in a town where no one trusted or really wanted her. More recently Myrnal had begin to think that only now, without Anira around anymore, did she really begin to understand her.
No matter how good her adoptive grandparents had been to her and no matter how supportive and loving they'd always been to the secretive child they'd taken in... There was a difference between feeding and clothing and sheltering Myrnal and taking care of her. That she could never allow. Anyone who spent too much time worrying about Myrnal always ended up suffering for it, and she couldn't in good conscience allow anyone so generous and compassionate to end up like her mother had so long ago.
But she owed them a great deal for trying.
So she had to go back. She had to find her way to Tarsis first, resolve one broken and bleeding loose end before paying back some small piece of the infinite debt she owed the Shalienzas.
Myrnal didn't feel the ship as it began to move away from the dock. It was the last of land she'd see for a while but Myrnal wasn't given to sentimental goodbyes, particularly when it came to a sprawling and indifferent landmass. When she woke up it was dark on the upper deck and many of the passengers had retreated to the galley for dinner. Her cane impacted dully with the wooden planks with every step as she found her way to the railing.
Laying her cane on the deck, she folded her arms on the railing and gazed down into the water. A sailor brushed her as he passed, but failed to dislodge her. "Nee-chan?" He asked. The man paused, translating a phrase in his head for the benefit of the poor gaijin. "You all right?"
She nodded. "Just looking," she answered.
He frowned and Myrnal thought perhaps she'd used an unfamiliar phrase. Truth was he knew exactly what she'd said, and found it somewhat strange. The sea was his world from edge to edge, but he knew that to many it was a remarkable and novel experience to be surrounded by water. Something, though. Something about this girl worried him. She wasn't right, somehow. "You all right?" he repeated.
That the only phrase you know? Myrnal thought, irritated by his sudden concern. "I'm fine. I'm just looking," she said firmly. What did he think, that they were going to have to drag her out of the water tomorrow morning? That's stupid, she thought. If I were going to jump they'd never know the difference and by the time morning came something would have eaten me. ...Now that I'm thinking about it, that's not actually a very comforting thought.
The sailor walked away to return to his duties. It wasn't his job to babysit the passengers. Until someone went overboard they weren't in his jurisdiction. He and Myrnal turned away from each other and the ninja gazed back down into the water. The white spray on the tips of the waves brushed along the ship's hull before falling back into the black sea and disappearing. She watched the sparkling foam emerge, soar through the air in the starlight, and eventually slip back beneath the surface, dissolved in the cold and darkness of the water.
Suddenly this voyage had become very depressing.
Her gaze unfocused as she stared out across the dark water toward the dark horizon. She needed to go someplace else. Myrnal spared a glance over her shoulder toward the galley. There would be light there and noise and the distraction of food and drink and friends. She still hesitated a moment, wondering if it was really okay to join the others.
Maybe it's best if I don't-- she thought, but when her glance returned to the water she shuddered. No, she wanted to be down below deck now. With one hand on the railing she reached down to grab her cane. At first the silly thing had seemed like a sign of weakness, but Myrnal was beginning to take some pride in slipping through the shadows unnoticed, even with such a handicap.
Myrnal blinked against the brightness of the lanterns in the galley and searched for one of her travelling companions. Her eyes found a familiar blue-haired wizard and though he looked a little worse for wear Myrnal reasoned this was all the more reason for them to drink. Young as they were, they'd known each other almost long enough to be old friends, and growing up in a tavern had taught Myrnal that old friends drank together.
She weaved through tables, passing a couple of men who seemed to be making wagers on... rats? Something about odds and collateral damage. Myrnal tried not to think about it and instead took a seat next to the wizard.
"Hey. You look like s@#$. What've you been up to?"
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Hakaril Silvar
Adventurer

Posts: 22
Whimsical Archmagus
Race: Human
Location: On the road
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"I," responded the wizard, "have been spending the last several hours creating loaves of bread and explaining to the galley crew that no, I can't make their favorite homemade desserts, just staples. You want bread? You've got bread. You need fresh water? That's not so hard either. I can flavor the bread to taste like something else if I really want, but I can't create a pepper-crusted lamb shank from mana. I didn't exactly major in culinary conjuration. And yes, believe it or not, that's a specific sub-study where I come from."
Hakaril gestured over to a corner of the galley where crewmembers had piled loaves of freshly-conjured bread. "Magic is wonderfully convenient, and this kind of stuff is easy, but it wears me out to sit around doing it all day. It was the only way that I could get them to let me onto the ship, though. You could've told me that I'd have to sell my body to get a ticket."
"I think they're satisfied now, though," added the magician with a shrug. "To be honest with you, I don't think I could go on much longer without a nap. Though a healthy dose of alcohol might suffice. I'll see if I can get them to bring me something to drink." He motioned to one of the galley crew, making a circle with his fingers and "drinking" from it as though it were a cup. The sailor nodded, pulled a glass bottle off the shelf, grabbed a couple of clay mugs, and poured a bit of amber liquid into each before delivering them to Hakaril and Myrnal.
Lifting the mug to his lips, Hakaril took a quick drink, flinched a bit, and wiped his mouth on his sleeve. "Damn. That's some strong stuff. But then, considering our company...it makes sense."
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...I'm not ignoring you. I'm just talking to my book. ~HakarilAvatar artwork by DMSCV.
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Myrnal Shalienza
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Myrnal followed Hakaril's gesture to the pile of bread he'd conjured. So that's a day's work, huh? she thought. Interesting. It also occurred to Myrnal that she had missed dinner while she'd been sleeping belowdeck. At the time exhaustion had taken precedence and Myrnal had obeyed. Now, though. Food was actually seeming like a great idea.
"Well, I guess I can be supportive of your efforts," Myrnal told him. "Better not to drink this on an empty stomach anyway," she muttered, tilting her mug to look inside. She walked over to the corner where they'd been storing Hakaril's bread and came back with a fist-sized end of bread.
She tore off a piece and put it in her mouth, resisting a moment's hesitation at consuming bread no one had ever baked. Hakaril had made it, and he had no reason to poison everyone on the ship with demonic bread from beyond the last hell.
Tastes like bread, she decided. He's useful for things besides boasting about how glamorous he is.
In the brief silence after she returned Myrnal tried to think of something to say. It was a common enough problem for her. After all, most of the things on her mind weren't appropriate for conversation. Not by Myrnal's assessment of her social landscape, anyway.
She needed to think of something. It should take relatively little nudging to get him rambling on about something or other that quite probably had nothing to do with her. Not everyone enjoyed it, she knew. For Myrnal though, she preferred to sit and be deluged with words, tumbling passively through a verbal avalanche of someone else's making. Anything more demanding than that tended to leave her at a loss.
Damn it, she thought, cursing herself. Why is this always so hard? This is such crap. Myrnal shook herself mentally, demanding that she stop being such an idiot. Someday it would occur to someone else to do it, just grab her by the shoulders and shake the indecision and anxiety out. For now Myrnal would have to make do.
"Glad you got something figured out to pay your way," Myrnal offered. "It'd be a pain if I had to stash you in the hold." She raised an eyebrow, risking a brief moment of eye contact. "Y'know, if you had problems with the fare you could've come and found me."
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Hakaril Silvar
Adventurer

Posts: 22
Whimsical Archmagus
Race: Human
Location: On the road
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"It's not that I couldn't pay," remarked Hakaril, "but that the ship was full, or so I was told. It is pretty crowded, but hell, it's a ship. I think the primary concern was that they wouldn't have enough provisions for a sea voyage. Something about mutiny. I figured this was an easy way to pay my dues." He paused to take another swig of the rum in his mug, wincing a bit as the liquid burned his throat. "You'd think that if they were really trying to ration their alcohol that they'd have diluted it more. And I apologize for the bread. It's perhaps the most bland food in existence, but it's one of few things I can get right when it comes to conjuring meals. I can summon up some pretty interesting things, but believe it or not, making a seven-course meal is harder for me than calling quasi-living spirits to do my bidding. Blame whichever god invented magic."
Taking a bit of bread for himself, the wizard chewed thoughtfully for a moment before swallowing. It was the same bread that he had been conjuring to feed himself in tight situations for the past eight or nine years, and it tasted more or less the same. Slowly, with practice, he had perfected this particular spell. In the beginning, he had only been able to create bread suitable for making croutons. It was definitely an improvement to be able to conjure bread that tasted fresh, and he could even manage to embed grains of sea salt into the crust for added flavor. Assuming his customers didn't mind the lack of variety, Hakaril liked to think that he would be able to open a bakery somewhere if he ever got tired of adventuring. He hadn't, of course, which was why the primary value of his culinary conjurations was that he could feed himself on the road without having to hunt or gather edible wild plants. Most of his offensive magic being entirely unsuitable for hunting, Hakaril preferred to summon staples.
This didn't mean that eating the same bread never got old.
"Theoretically," he continued, "I can flavor the bread after I've already created it, but that takes extra effort, and it still has the texture of bread. Bread that tastes like beef or cherries or whatever is just weird. I could probably survive indefinitely, stranded on a desert island, but I would eventually go nuts and chew off my own leg just so that I could enjoy eating something that felt like meat." The mage shrugged and took another drink. "I am getting better at rice, though. Grains are easier than meat or cheese. Hell, metal is easier for me to make than cheese. Not really sure why."
"So. What the hell are we going to do when we get to Tarsis? You know I don't have any particular plans at the moment, right? I'm just following you around. I've never been to Tarsis. Are you planning to give me a tour?"
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...I'm not ignoring you. I'm just talking to my book. ~HakarilAvatar artwork by DMSCV.
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Myrnal Shalienza
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Myrnal took a deep breath, but it caught in her throat before she could make words out of it, so she let it go slowly. Direct questions were difficult for her to evade, and it took her a moment to sort out exactly how little she could tell him.
It's not like he really needs to know all that much. Once we get there he'll probably find something else to occupy him and he'll run off blasting things to ash to entertain the locals or something, she reasoned. If he were actually going to follow me--which he isn't, whatever he thinks he's planning to do--he might need to know. But he won't be, so it won't matter.
Safely re-armed with denial and her typical twisted rationale, Myrnal shrugged. "I don't think you'd enjoy a tour even if I could give it. You'll probably want to find something more interesting to do than what I'm up to. I don't actually know that many people there, and I don't know where anything is." It was mostly true. She certainly hadn't lied. Yet. She was terrible at lying to anyone but herself, anyway. Most people weren't as willing to believe her deceptions as she was.
"If it were Miriel it'd be a different story, but Tarsis is, um. I'm just trying to get in touch with some people my... family used to know."
She regretted it as soon as it had passed her lips. Myrnal never talked about her family. She made a point to avoid it. The only thing stopping her from getting up and leaving right now to avoid any further conversation on the subject was that Hakaril might think she meant the Shalienzas.
As far as he knows they're the only family I've ever had, she thought, pushing back a sudden panic. He'll probably think I'm just looking for some old drinking buddy of Kerran's and by the time I actually find them he'll have left. He doesn't ever need to know the difference.
She tore off another piece of bread and chewed it to buy herself a few seconds to think about her words this time. "So if you really want to see the town, you'll probably have to do it on your own. I'm not... much for entertaining guests."
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Hakaril Silvar
Adventurer

Posts: 22
Whimsical Archmagus
Race: Human
Location: On the road
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Hakaril drank deeply from his mug and slammed it on the table. "You're going to take me to Tarsis and then you're not even going to escort me on a tour? That's just f&$#ing rude!"
The mage leaned over the table, trying to stare Myrnal directly in the eyes. He doubted, in his just-now-starting-to-get-inebriated state, that she would be so good at evading her opponents that she would be able to evade being stared at. If she averted her eyes, his plan involved some elaborate twisting of his body and neck so as to move to a more sound location for an ocular assault. He would stare her down if it required him to flip upside down and tie himself to the ceiling with his bootlaces. He wasn't entirely sure why it was so important that he do this to her, but it seemed like a good idea right now, and if he waited until later to do research on the matter the opportunity to make direct eye contact with a ninja might slip away.
"You're going to introduce me to all of your family's friends, because it's just f@#*ing polite, damnit!" No one batted an eye at the string of profanities Hakaril was spewing. The man was on a boat, surrounded by sailors. "You're going to show me the best restaurant in Tarsis, and we're going to take all your friends there, and I'm going to buy dinner for everybody. Then I'll have to sell my hat to afford lodgings, we'll get stuck in the city because of a hurricane, and we'll be forced to cook and eat Somnia to survive."
Cautiously, Hakaril peered into his drinking vessel. It was empty. Damn, he thought. I'm just getting started. He wasn't entirely sure where these strange visions of his future with Myrnal in Tarsis had come from, but right now they seemed reasonably plausible, even the bit about cannibalizing the peasant girl with the huge weapon. She would require pepper, he decided. He didn't trust himself to conjure pepper. Perhaps Myrnal would know where to find a good spice vendor.
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...I'm not ignoring you. I'm just talking to my book. ~HakarilAvatar artwork by DMSCV.
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Myrnal Shalienza
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Myrnal flinched when Hakaril started yelling at her, and then nearly fell off her chair trying to evade the determined wizard's eye contact. Her gaze flicked over toward him several times, always driven away by how openly he was staring at her. Her mind went totally blank as the panic finally hit her. What was she supposed to do? She couldn't tell him what she had planned!
And he just didn't stop! If she'd wanted to get a word in edgewise it would have been impossible, and this time Myrnal might have taken the opportunity just to get him to stop talking, stop yelling, stop looking at her. Totally defenseless before a barrage of words, Myrnal just made a few half-formed vowel noises in response, always cut off by some new string of demands.
The comment about devouring Myrnal's former teammate snapped her back to reality somewhat. Something in the absurdity of it broke through the helpless confusion and panic to register in her mind. "Wh-- wait. I--"
With a frustrated growl she broke off and stared determinedly down into her glass before throwing back the contents. Continuing to stare fixedly at it to avoid her friend's eyes, Myrnal conceded a few strained words by way of explanation. "I can't do that, Hakaril. I barely know these people. I wouldn't even be going back if I didn't have to. So you're just..."
Maybe it's better this way, anyway. If he didn't come along, he wouldn't have to get mixed up in whatever garbage from her mother's past Myrnal ended up pulling from the dark corners of Tarsis. She'd assumed he would simply tire of her and occupy himself elsewhere, but it seemed that he was going to be more of a challenge than that.
Some small fragment of her had the wherewithal to muster a veneer of defensive anger. "You're just going to have to find something to do without me, all right?" she snapped. "You're a grown man. You don't need me babysitting you and introducing you around."
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Hakaril Silvar
Adventurer

Posts: 22
Whimsical Archmagus
Race: Human
Location: On the road
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Hakaril just shrugged at Myrnal's reaction to his unwillingness to let her evade his gaze. "Sounds like you don't really want to go. Which, I might add, makes me curious as to why you're going anyway. I really doubt you have some social obligation to old friends of your family that you would be willing to travel all the way back to Tarsis to meet, especially considering that I haven't ever known you to be particularly concerned about other people's opinions regarding that sort of thing. Otherwise," he said with a smirk, "I think you'd probably have been fitted for a wedding dress by now, and you're still wearing the garb of an assassin."
"Maybe you aren't wearing it now," he noted, waving his hand dismissively, "but even when you're dressed like a Nijonese peasant, there's the possibility of a subtle knife bringing a swift end to an unsuspecting enemy at any time, isn't there? That doesn't sound to me like the type of girl who goes to visit her family's friends without a good reason, and she certainly wouldn't go against her will, unless she knew she could turn the situation to her advantage."
Somewhere in the middle of his speech, Hakaril's mug had been refilled by a thoughtful sailor. The wizard gestured briefly to the man in thanks, took a huge gulp of slightly watered-down rum, and grinned darkly at Myrnal. Maybe Somnia was right, somehow. The magician's expression was the sort usually seen on the most twisted and mischevious of fey.
"But then," he added, his face dropping back to a deadpan state, "perhaps I just talk too much. I could always be wrong."
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...I'm not ignoring you. I'm just talking to my book. ~HakarilAvatar artwork by DMSCV.
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Myrnal Shalienza
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Hakaril had no way of knowing how much Myrnal hated to be reminded that no matter what else she was, she was a killer first and foremost. No matter what else she wanted, no matter what she cared about or tried to accomplish, she was no good to anyone unless she was taking life. A dubious contribution to the world at best.
Then again, maybe he did know. Maybe that was why he'd said it. At any rate, he was correct. She didn't want to go. She'd lived for so long in the certainty that her past existed only in her own memory that the prospect of facing it so directly this way was more frightening than anything she'd done in years. If she didn't absolutely have to do this, she wouldn't. She would find some other way to gain an advantage over her enemies but right now there just didn't seem to be anywhere else to turn.
Myrnal silently finished another glass of thin rum. She didn't know what else to say. She wanted to lie to Hakaril, but she couldn't think of anything to tell him. If she told him the truth, even a partial truth, there was a chance that she'd either have to explain the rest or face him figuring it out himself.
As the edges of her vision shifted some small part of her--likely the part connected to her hand holding a glass of alcohol--wondered why she even bothered. Why it mattered that no one should know. Not like it meant anything, after all. It was so long ago that her life had started its downward spiral into its current state. By now it shouldn't make a difference who knew.
Myrnal shook it off. She only thought like this when she drank too much, and she didn't want to be drunk tonight.
"Look." She said quietly. "You're-- it doesn't matter whether I want to make social calls or not. I don't even know these people. Last time I saw them they..." She let her breath go, wordless.
"They seemed to know me." She said simply. After a long pause she continued. "Didn't think anyone did. But I might need to call in some favors that... apparently they..." The corner of Myrnal's mouth twisted in a small grimace. She hated mentioning her blood family. She didn't even deserve to call them that. "...owed someone else."
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Anae
Adventurer

Posts: 12
uh-NAH-he
Race: Wood Elf
Location: Northern Elentári Woodland
Guild: Ignes Libertatis
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Nijon. In all her adventurous years she had not imagined a place such as this. The cultures of this humid land were more peculiar and alien than those of the despicable Dark Elves. She was met at every turn with judging looks and bewildering customs. Some of the people were eager to offer her assistance in her plight. Others shunned her as a lesser being and threat to their customs. Had she not been so overwhelmed, she may have studied and come to appreciate this dose of new culture. Even as she turned to leave this mysterious place, she vowed to one day return and explore the streets as a visitor and not as a seeker.
She had traveled to this far off land with the impossible hope of meeting a cure. Surely these strange folk could not be any less successful than those of more traditional practices. If there was to be a time for high adventures, it was now. This past winter had been light, and the summer had been uneventful. Her joints required popping, and her legs yearned for use. Whether or not her gashes were closed, some part of her would be rewarded. With her optimism in full swing, she had set foot in the Imperial City. She was, regrettably, unsuccessful in her search. Yet even she boarded the ship, there was no sadness or regret in her heart. Her toes tingled with the anticipation of another adventure. A petite pouch of Dark Savant, the rich and exotic tea, was tossed into her satchel. For all the pains and twinges caused by this expedition, she could not be deflated.
The sun dove into the shimmering waters. Surely Ana’e had seen such things before. Yet for all her striving, she could not recall ever seeing such a sight. A blazing orange bird sliced through a purple azure forest. Its tail left bold streaks of dying light trailing behind. The Gods were good to give mortals such things to gaze upon. That thought kindled a smile on her remarkably well-kept features. A glimmer of a beautiful woman had been unearthed for the first time in decades. In these latest travels, she had combed and brushed quite regularly. The woman clinging to the rail was approaching a state of loveliness. It was still, as it always was, her eyes that carried the sentiments of her soul. Tonight they glistened like polished stones. The beauty she had taken in was far greater than anything she could have fathomed; so much of it was simply reflected back. A small portion of it kindled an inner light that shone out for the first time in a long time.
She was hesitant to face the monstrosity of sailors and travelers below decks. This crowd was not her particular cup of tea. When you are a poor traveler, you take what you can. The vessel had been in her price range and was leaving soon in the right direction. Those standards were the only ones she could be demanding about. The smell and the swearing she would need to accept. The pile of bread grabbed her attention immediately. Simple, basic and filling were her requirements, and those looked promising. Her walking stick tapped the wood with no rhythm. The entirety of the room moved at a different pace than her. If the haphazard layout of the room was not trying enough to navigate, chairs scooted in front of her, men bustled past and not a single person seemed to notice her. She was grateful for not having to carry her satchel about, and for the good night’s rest she had received in a proper inn this past yet. Even with these comforts, the task was beyond her. More than once she drove the point of her stick into the toe of a careless man’s boot. Her grip would tighten as she accepted the insulting blow that ensued. Never for a moment could she relinquish her goal of food. After an eternity of this trying struggle, she flopped into a chair near to the loaves.
A fine trickle of sweat moved down her chest, tickling and irritating the scars that lay hidden beneath her loose fitting blue blouse. A healer had managed to decrease the inflammation just the night before. Her ribs could expand and compress further than they had in ages. Catching up to her breath was easier now than ever. She pressed her palm against the bone that lay between her breasts and inhaled slowly. The bruises were already quickening and swelling back to their previous state. These adventures may be fun, but she could not handle many more of them.
“Excuse me.” Her voice was cracked and scratched, like a piece of fine woodwork left in the rain. She addressed the peculiar wizard who sat so close to the loaves. Earlier she had seen him making them, and so assumed that they belonged to him. “Might I have a piece?”
No doubt he would scoff and wave her sweet manners away. Even as she looked at him, awaiting his response, another man strode over and snatched up two loaves. Her eyes fell away. The intensity between the pair had been revealed after a moment’s consideration. What’s more, they seemed rather peeved with each other. They were hardly the sorts to be tickled by a charming disposition. A flinch crossed her cheek. She was not excited about the prospect of insults or degrading remarks from the seasoned pair. She knew, better than anyone, the derisions and disappointments of daily life. Yet, she bore some childish impulse that caused her to meet every obstacle with a smile. This frivolous cheer was hardly shared by her current company. Her lashes, against all better judgment, rose upwards, and her gaze again met with the wizard. Her teeth captured her chapped lower lip, as a child’s would. With her hand she smoothed back her ebony locks and placed them securely behind her pointed ear. She would allow him to make whatever remarks he would, but she would not lose her calm countenance.
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Hakaril Silvar
Adventurer

Posts: 22
Whimsical Archmagus
Race: Human
Location: On the road
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The sudden voice of a stranger, clearly directed at him, broke Hakaril from his focus on Myrnal. He had been trying to hard to pin her down in this conversation, and true to her nature, she had continually attempted to slip away. Just when it seemed he might be able to trap her into admitting that she needed some help, some passenger felt the need to address him. He turned, faced the newcomer, and blinked. What had she asked him? Something about whether or not she could have peace.
"Look," he replied, a confused and perturbed expression on his face, "I'm not really the right guy to ask about that sort of thing. Neither is she," he noted, indicating Myrnal with a gesture of his thumb. "If you want bread, however, you've come to the right place. Seeing as how I conjured it to feed the ship's passengers in order to pay my fare, and as far as I can tell you're a passenger and not a stowaway, you're entitled to as much as you want. Go at it with enthusiasm, because it won't keep forever. Just don't be surprised when it doesn't taste like the fine breads of the Elentári woodland or whatever, because it's poor wizard's mana bread and not artisan teacakes."
"While we're chatting so casually," continued Hakaril, "do me a favor. Tell this woman sitting next to me that when everything in her life is f$&%ed up that the worst possible thing she can do is pretend that nothing is wrong and slip into the shadows, no matter how good she is at doing it! You're a woman! Maybe she'll actually listen to you."
This was a bizarre request for the wizard to make of a stranger, but he appeared to be completely serious about it.
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...I'm not ignoring you. I'm just talking to my book. ~HakarilAvatar artwork by DMSCV.
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