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Topic: The Burden of Sin (Read 474 times)
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Myrnal Shalienza
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Myrnal watched Minshara out of the corner of her eye. With one eyebrow raised she watched the wheels turning in Minshara's head as she pondered... what? What the hell was her problem now?
She nodded in response to Minshara's stated need to rest her voice. "Just, uh... keep in mind." Myrnal reached up and pressed her fingertips to her eyelids. "If I'm going to come with you, we need to figure out some way for me to get by without the language. I mean," Myrnal put out a hand to stop Minshara from replying. "Don't get me wrong. I can accomplish most of your basic profanity and I know how to say my name is Minaru Sharienza, I'm foreign and would like a beer. That's about it."
"So..." Myrnal said. "Let me know if you think of anything between now and then."
She turned away from Minshara to try and let her off the hook as far as conversation went. If the healer wasn't feeling up to talking Myrnal was the last person who would push her to do it. As far as Myrnal was concerned, the conversation was over until Minshara needed something badly enough to approach her about it.
She checked over the others again. Demetri looked better, which was always a good thing. He, like Minshara, seemed totally preoccupied with something swimming around inside his own head. Altair too, now that she was looking.
The hell is with these people? she thought. Walking around like brooding pondering zombies. She shook her head and sighed quietly to herself. There was nothing to be done about it. "Great," she muttered. "I take a job, I try to do something nice, and I get stuck alone with these crazy people."
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Somnia
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Posts: 4
Y-yes?
Race: Human
Location: I think I was in Valgard a few days ago...maybe...
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"GOL'KOSH! WHAT PUNY LEGS SMALL GIRL DO?!" a gruff voice rumbled underneath the screech of jungle bugs. The night had become stale, already giving way to the sun that begrudgingly climbed to its seat above the horizon.
"Aie~ S-s-s-sorry! I-I-I-I--"
It was the timid squeak of a young girl, crying just after the gurgling growl of one of the more learned Orcish grunts that melted sloppily into common. Was it yet another captured peasant girl? Possibly a villager, or a traveling merchant too far off the beaten path? Did the jungle even HAVE such paths? Shortly after the frail squeak, a rumbling explosion rumbled against the serene trees and vines, clouds of pitch black smoke amongst orange flames churning into the dawn sky. A few chunks of burning coals and metal streaked in steaming arcs, hissing into stagnant pools of murky water collecting into the damp soil. The air stank of old mud and sweating loincloths, and the suffocating clouds of burning coal misted out from what looked like a man made cave with lazily stacked boulders and slabs puffing out most of the smoke. The area seemed to damp to catch on fire easily, but quite a few embers lay glowing across the ground from the explosion. As the smoke began to clear, only pillowing from the leaning boulders, the bodies of a few Orcs and what looked to be humans in some kind of cotton robe uniform lay across the ground.
"Kah...nnngh. Ow. That was tooo loud." the meek voice squeaked, almost singed by the popping flames of the nearby stacked boulders. Amongst the littered mass of bodies strewn across the vines and trees, one of the humanoid figures crept to their knees.
"Hah...huu. Oh porcupines. Maybe I used a little too much Maronium in the Naptha." the voice squeaked again as the body stood upright. A charred white cape crumpled to the ground, sweeping back and forth across a pair of soot-covered caramel tan legs. The cape looked to be stretched out at the shoulders, a small glimmer of an iron shoulder armor perking from each side. Was it a white Knight, caught in such a troublesome explosion so deep into the Quegan? The smoke finally filtered enough from the trapping trees and vines to give a clear view of what lay against the jungle floor, almost a half-dozen bodies mangled and burned by nearby burning rocks that looked to be burning through their clothes. The cape turned from left to right, a hand scratching confusedly into long cascades of leaf and twig infested black hair. The figure began to zip back and forth between bodies, skipping over the fallen Orc corpses that quite obviously stared in twisted faces of death only to check on the assailed humans. They looked to be mostly young folk, armed with straight edged blades with no guard to protect their hands, and only peculiar robes with cloth belts. Certainly under armored to be around so many Orcs.
"Ooooh dear. Oh my. He's not breathing, he's not breathing. Eeee! He isn't either! Soot soot soot!" squeaked the dashing figure, each time standing slowly to scratch at the black hair once again before checking another body. The smoke finally cleared enough, barely a mist within the jungle aside from the smoldering coal rocks.
"Maybe if I put it back into his...no...not working. Not working. Oh my."
It was a girl, and a young one at that. Not a knight at all, but she certainly seemed out of place in such a disaster. Her face was covered in soot, brushing her high cheekbones and slender, panic stricken black eyes into a darkened mess almost blacker than the mud. Her protection was nothing but a rounded breastplate, dented sparingly with blackened streaks that could no doubt be from the coal embers that littered the ground. No wonder some of the bodies lay still. If the armor was dented that badly, there would definitely be swiss cheese made of some of the unfortunate humans. A white longcoat draped over the girl's breastplate, bound with an iron clasp and collar that rose above her cheeks. It was just as dirty as her face, dusted with soot and a bit of collected mud at the bottom. The only thing protecting her legs was bleached leather shorts, reaching just halfway to her thighs. While she carefully laid down another body that would respond, a creepy grunt rumbled from within the pillowing black boulders. It certainly was in pain, but the low growl and gurgling discontent in its voice didn't sound friendly at all. Frozen at the end of a long, frightened gasp, the girl backed away while crouching as slowly and carefully as she could.
"PUNY LEGS!"
"Eep..."
From the broken apart slabs of rock, a lurch of crashing metal and the pounding of wood slowly dragged its way out of what looked to be a part of a blacksmith's forge, mostly an iron smelter that had been engulfed in flames. Small blue rocks buzzed with sparks and flickering flames along the ground, one or two of them being crushed by a cracked Battle axe covered in soot and a few burned stains of old blood. Two heavy feet stomped slowly behind the axe as its spike stabbed into the ground, one completely charred with leather burning to the skin and another with a burning hole near the toe. Slow, tedius step by step, a rather heavily armor Orc lurched from the pillowing smoke with its free ham-fist waving away smoke, slinging two decapitated human heads by their long hair fish in a net. It's shoulders were adorned by sharp fins of war iron, a belt of skulls lining either side of the black painted, somewhat scrapped breastplate that barely covered the singed, slightly scared wall of deep green muscle. As soon as it's swooping gaze caught the small girl that was trying to edge away into the jungle, the enraged Orc spit to the ground while tossing the heads off to the ground.
"PUNY LEGS! MRAG'KUL NAGH IRON SMELTER! You stomp on Thruk Grembu's land now! I will split your head into a gourd and DRINK your blood with my child at dinner! You fool girl! You kill servants, and you kill NEE JOHN SLAVES AFTER YOU GIVE THEM WEAPONS. KEK KEK KEK, your stupidity will haunt you with every hook that I hang you with."
The Orc did not seemed slowed down by his injuries, though his left eye did lower with what looked like a painful wince. As he lifted the battle axe from the ground, it showed to be much more. For a few seconds, the spike stayed anchored within the ground as a chain covered with green, magically pulsing barbs before whipping to the axe's shaft. The blade looked thicker than the girl's arm, covered with Elven runes of all things. It would just as well crush her before it cut anything.
"ZUG-ZUG! Krall mash higa t-t-t-trash'kull MAK TAL GUTH! It-it-it-itala GRUB TA!"
Thruk's face, as ugly and and warped as it was, showed an expression of pure confusion. If one could bare to stare, it might have even been fear. The sight and sound of the small desert girl, spitting out Orcish tongue so quickly just didn't sit right with him. It was authentic, even her stuttering sounding in place, and try as she might, the squeaking girl could barely force her voice to be as gruff as it needed to be. She sounded like a mouse. After a few seconds, the Orc's face turned into a grin before slapping his brick wall stomach, chortling into the jungle as his armor and skulls shook violently.
"YOU! Ohohoho, thraka grall! Thraka kek grall! Bohaha! You sound like baby seal in tub of butter. I may leave you alive just long enough to show wife. Slaves might even get a good laugh out of you, Puny Legs. ...Hnh." the Orc slowly looked back to the iron smelting bundle of rocks that slightly shifted, one more large boulder crushing to the ground as burning ashes flew to the sky.
"I suddenly angry again."
As if the charred stubs for toes didn't bother him, Thruk stomped towards the girl as hard as he could, his great shoulders rattling left and right with the moist jungle soil slapping underneath his mostly burned boots. The axe swung from left to right twice, its Elven runes humming loudly as small spheres of black and purple netherlight sailed around its sides. Before he even came close to the girl, the spheres of light sailed towards her crouching body, ripping against the ground around her. Booming explosions through dirty and ethereal flames around the girl, just missing her body as the edges of her cape became singed with a purple flame that died as quickly as it was born. She shrieked, reaching underneath her white cape and pulling against a black rectangle, gripping underneath two silver wings of a hilt as the Orc came closer. Thruk's axe fluttered through the air over his head, spun by one hand as it came down to the girl's cowering body.
Ting. Ting ting.
A thick blade of steel sang from the girl's sheath as her cape was thrown off in a frantic flail to draw. As soon as the blade was free of it's house, the edge ferociously bit Thruk's axe with a clash chiming clearly as a bell. His axe stopped, the runes flashing red with the counterstrike, and began to bounce back into the air as the girl's blade struck twice more. After the third strike, the girl held her blade flat underneath Thruk's overbearing axe, pushing back the boulder-beast's weapon with quivering arms.
"Hmmm...you not one of slaves. Grud nama you steal this Elf sword from, Puny Legs?" Thruk grumbled, staring down at the struggling girl. Though the murderous intent had gone from his arm, the girl was managing to hold away his axe. An axe which probably weighed more than her. If he hadn't been wary from the annoying pain in his foot, he would have overlooked what seemed to be luck. She was struggling because of her boots slipping slowly within the wet soil, not because of his strength.
"...I...I--" She stammered, grunting in her mouse voice with both eyes squinting from the frantic strain. The girl saw her blade slowly scratching down the edge of the Orc's axe, and his effortless stare looking at her with a raised, scratched and burned remnant of an eyebrow. Thruk stepped back slightly, pulling his axe back to let the girl fall. As soon as she lost her footing, falling forward towards the ground, the Orc slapped her away like a fly with the broad side of his axe. She flopped to the ground only a few inches, rolling with her sword carefully held over her head with both hands. Again the Orc stared at this frail looking farmgirl, turning his head to the side in wonder.
"Duromok. They build human stronger and stronger every da--"
His confused mutter was cut short by a sound of breaking glass from the entrance of the iron smelter. A few of the human bodies--correction--ALL of the human bodies had gone missing with the exception of two rather quick fellows covered in black, tightly tied garments. They threw small glass bottles into the smelter, a few of them that prematurely broke splashing a liquid that trailed lines of fire behind them. Thruk's mouth gaped as a billowing bubble of flames pushed from deep within the iron smelter, an explosion of shattered rock covering his body in harsh flames. Though he stumbled and barely began to escape, a large chunk of rock blasted into his breastplate, another cracking the edge of his axe apart. The girl shrieked and covered her head, watching the fleeing humans who looked to be her comrades escape.
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The dawn crawled even stronger into the thickness of the jungle, and a peculiar noise of stone scraping against stone screeched within the small, mostly burned out but still smoking iron smelter. A few sinkholes had been made, but the dampened jungle looked to be keeping the flames at bay.
"Aaaah, porcupines. They left me without a map. Maybe if I just head for the ocean...which way was the ocean?"
The girl was still at the site of the sabotaged iron smelter, her sword sheathed at her back within its rectangle housing and her cape almost completely darkened by soot. She sat on her knees at the side of the slain Thruk, his chest pierced by his own breastplate and some of his green skin bruised purple by the rather large stone slabs around him. The girl's large backpack had sat on the ground next to her with the top open, an occasional bloody tooth being tossed into it. She was slowly tapping away the Orc's larger teeth, and grinding down the bloody roots. As the last tooth worth pulling came out of Thruk's bleeding gums, the girl cupped his chin with one hand and leaned his head back, stretching the neck a bit with her tongue sticking out as she tried to position him just right. When she was satisfied and had her hand safely out of the way, the girl unsheathed her longsword.
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Altair Dusk
Adventurer

Posts: 44
Night is falling, you’ve come to journey's end
Race: Human
Location: Tarsis
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The dark sky gave way to a faint silver lining in break for the dawn that came soon. His eyes gazed out at the horizon, unmoving but watching the subtle changes of color in the vast sky and his mind wanders, back once again, to the times that made him.
“Hurry up Altair! I waited all week for this fair and I’m not going to miss it!”
Talia’s laughter flooded him and as she grasped his hand in hers, the soft smooth touch of her lithe fingers interlocking with his filled him with such a longing for her. He let her pull him towards the entrance, smiling as she excitedly maneuvered the crowd, her beautiful dark hair flowing majestically in the cool winter wind.
“Honestly Talia,” Altair called out to her, “Now that the fair’s here, you’d think you’d calm down a little,”
“You’re no fun darling,” she laughs, “Can’t tell a girl to be calm when her vice is in town,”
“So I’ve noticed,”
“Come on! I want to enroll in the horse riding competition! The reward for first price is a long bow, made out of oak fashioned from the trees in Highwood. Real good Elven stuff. Sturdy and light,”
“Just like you,” he responded, a twinkle in his eyes.
For such a compliment, he was rewarded with a big kiss, before being dragged off once again.
The winds whipped about him and as his party members shuffled about, restocking, and tending to injuries and their meals, his thoughts strayed, swaying from one part of his life to another.
“What’s going on Erik?” Altair asked, his voice a hushed whisper.
The burning flames of the torches mounted on the walls in the underground vault cast scattering shadows about.
“I don’t know how to say this to you so I’m just going to get straight to the point,” Erik Nightwalker said, his brows furrowed.
“Say what? What are you talking about?”
“He knows Altair,” Erik said, “Markus knows about the affair and he’s coming for you and Talia. It’s not safe,”
In a rage, Altair grabbed Erik by the collar and swung up against the wall, his teeth gritted together in fury.
“How did he come to know this? Who told him? Nobody knew besides the three of us? Did you betray us Erik?”
“No!” Erik gasped, coughing, “I don’t know how he found out but he called me to his chambers earlier today asking me if I knew anything about it. I denied of course and he saw fit to ‘punish’ me until I confessed. But I told him nothing,”
Slowly, Altair released him and Erik slumped to the wet ground.
“He doesn’t care Altair. He knows about you and Talia and he’s out to get everyone he thinks is in cahoots with you. I barely escaped with my life but now yours and Talia’s are in danger. You have to leave Míriel,”
“Where is she now? Is she safe?” Altair asked, his face a mask of concern.
“She’s safe, for now. I managed to put her up in one of my safe havens, but this is only temporary. You have to leave, tonight! Make haste to Tarsis or even Narim! He would not know to reach you there. You can travel further once the distance between there and here has been settled,”
“Tell me where she is Erik,”
“Just off the harbor, Gold street, in a small inn. ‘Bloody Mary’ is what it’s called. Make haste. He is already probably at your house and should by now know that Talia’s not at home. Travel swift. I’ll do what I can,”
Altair bounded up the stairs then stopped abruptly. Turning around, he locked eyes with his best friend.
“Thank you brother, I will not forget this,”
“I know. Go now, there’s not much time,”
With a firm nod, Altair disappeared up the stairs, the night swallowing him whole.
Hints of orange and gold lined the sky and already he could see clearer into the distance. His memories faded from him like the failing night sky and his body felt the urging waking of morning.
Standing up, he hoisted his pack over his shoulder. They had spent enough time here and it was time to go. Dawn was coming and traveling was sure to be easier. In the light, he knew that their assailants would have to be doubly sure that they were hidden. Even as ninjas, his training as an assassin has honed his ability to see what untrained men cannot. Turning to face his companions, he said.
“Gather your things. We move. Now,”
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There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea. You became the light on the dark side of me.
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Minshara Kohl
Adventurer

Posts: 81
Gods? Buggered if I know.
Race: Human
Location: The Quegan
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Min had been sitting down on a fallen log, thinking of the events that had transpired for the past few weeks. The small icy gears in her mind had started to turn, following a thread of thought and seemed intent to following it till it reached the inevitable slew of conclusions.
In the years she had spent in Tarsis, introspection and solving the mystery of who she was prior to her arrival had been her secret pursuit, albeit a reluctant one. Absent-mindedly, one hand drifted under the collar of her tunic and traced the outline of the top bit of her tattoo. She had seen it only when she took her showers, the dark lines merged to form clouds and somewhere, in the indistinct spaces, lay the fox eyes.
Thoughts had been bugging her since she left Poliho - the hows and the whys and most of all, the whodunnits... Surely, there must be something to connect the dots, the lines so she could see the big picture. Perhaps, she was missing something. Min looked at the sky, for a moment enjoying the darkness that slipped in between the vines, as her mind continued to work on the puzzle. The questions she had forced down in order to pursue her goal now surfaced with a vengeance. Why was Myrnal following her so willingly into Nijon? She might be a good person but mercenaries had their price, one that neither her parents nor her could afford. She also appeared the same night Min had approached Papilonn for answers. Myrnal had been unshakeable and all that paranoia and the... money. The money bothered Min. Myrnal didn't seem the sort to earn much but the expenses on this trip had been something that took her months to save up for... Perhaps, Myrnal was rich or something else that accounted for the spending power she had. But even then, she would have to take on another job to pay for this little holiday... unless this was the task.
No. Min bit her lip. It was simply ridiculous. After all, there were the others who had also appeared at a most convenient time. Calm down, Min... there are just too many leaps of logic here. Yet, still the thoughts remained. Stubbornly telling her that she was looking for answers in all the wrong places.
She sighed then paused, looking at Myrnal and then at the dagger's sheath at her hip, Demetri who seemed caught up in his own thoughts and Larkin, sipping what was left of his brandy... finally, Altair. Quiet, introspective Altair - only the gods knew what went on in that man's mind. But they all had their tales to tell, she was sure of it. The trouble of keeping an open mind was the distractions that popped up along the way to the destination and Minshara was finding it hard to figure out which was which. Her temples ached in frustration at the non-sequitor thoughts, her conscious mind unable to move as fast as something else in her head, and Min closed her eyes tightly to rid herself of the headache. The dagger's absence only amplified her confusion. Somehow, the answers all lay in the weapon.
“Gather your things. We move. Now,” Altair's voice jerked her back to the present.
Min stood up immediately. "I cannot leave now,' she said, her voice still frail. "I know it sounds completely silly... but I've lost my dagger and I must retrieve it."
"We have people after us," Larkin reminded her as he got ready, already following Altair's turned back.
"You don't understand," Min spoke slowly. "I need that dagger. It is of utmost importance to me that I get it back."
Larkin made a move toward her only to be restrained by one of their companions. "You're barking mad, woman!" he growled. "No one in their right mind would go back after what happened!"
Min looked at the guide squarely in the eye and then leveled her gaze at the others who were present. "I was going to sneak off but thought I probably wouldn't succeed because I trust most of us here know a thing or two about sneaking around. So this isn't open to discussion and I'm certainly not asking for anyone's permission here. That dagger is extremely valuable and important to me and I have a feeling... a really strong one, that its only going to get more important when I reach Nijon. Here's the thing. I think I know how to get to Nijon from here and if I find any guards, I sure as hell can talk my way into the country. So the way I see it, I'm going to go back, find it and get to Nijon later."
This gut feeling better be worth the answers...
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A story can have only one true ending. Even as the stranger felt compelled to commit her final words to paper she did it knowing they must never be read. To see the sum of her work was to see inside her own emptiness the heart of a destroyer not a creator. And yet, reflected back upon her at last she could see her own ending. And in this final act of destruction a chance to give what she could not receive.
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Myrnal Shalienza
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"You don't understand. I need that dagger. It is of utmost importance to me that I get it back."
Myrnal smiled briefly. Is that all that's been bothering her? she thought. Well, hell. Her smile faded when she saw Larkin looking to her, hoping she would talk some sense into Minshara. The absurdity of that one nearly brought the smile back until Larkin's posture changed into one that was... almost threatening.
Wrong choice, friend, Myrnal thought. She laid a hand on his shoulder and gave him the lopsided casual smile she only reserved for people who were about to learn just how crazy Myrnal really was. Seeing himself without recourse with Myrnal, he returned to his tirade against Min.
"You're barking mad, woman! No one in their right mind would go back after what happened!"
She let the smile go, her expression returning to its usual bored and vaguely sullen condition. She waited for the obvious response to Larkin's statement, but what Minshara had to say was rational, well-thought-out, and reasonable even if it was suicidal. At least Minshara had given up on sneaking and creeping away alone. If self-preservation couldn't keep Minshara from sneaking off, the expertise of her companions had made the choice for her, thank the gods.
Myrnal couldn't help but be pleased to hear Minshara lay down the law. It was good to see her shake off the guilt and uncertainty that she'd been carrying around since the attack. It had been annoying as hell, and Myrnal wasn't good enough at talking to people to do anything about it beyond waiting for it to pass.
Well, it seems to have passed now, she thought. Decision made, I suppose.
Myrnal gazed at Minshara for several long seconds. Her expression blank, she wondered what Minshara expected her to say. In fact, Myrnal had no way of knowing what Min expected from her at all. Was she here to assist her, or just protect her? Was she a friend or a guardian? The questions drifted into her mind only to be swept back again. If Minshara didn't know, Myrnal sure as hell didn't.
"Don't worry about it. We'll find it," Myrnal said. She broke eye contact, embarassed by something in her words, though she couldn't figure out why or what it had been. Maybe they'd just been too personal, too reassuring. "I'd like to think I'm something of a collector, and I'd hate to see a work of art like that get picked up by barbarians who're just going to use it to butcher animals or pry open nuts."
She took a deep breath, steeling herself against the surprised expressions of a couple of the others. Something about this situation seemed very awkward, but Myrnal couldn't think of anything else to do but help out if she could. "So? You know where to start, or are we just going to stand around all day?"
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Minshara Kohl
Adventurer

Posts: 81
Gods? Buggered if I know.
Race: Human
Location: The Quegan
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Min picked up her backpack, expecting the others to really go ahead without her. She couldn't say that she was surprised Myrnal invited herself along for another personal shenanigan. "I was thinking of heading back to our previous campsite. I know the one who attacked me kicked it into the undergrowth so I guess we'll start there."
She gave Larkin a sharp nod and paid him the rest of his fee. Minshara looked to Altair and Demetri, "I suppose this is where we part ways. It was lovely getting to know what little I know of you both. I hope the circumstances are much kinder if we meet next."
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A story can have only one true ending. Even as the stranger felt compelled to commit her final words to paper she did it knowing they must never be read. To see the sum of her work was to see inside her own emptiness the heart of a destroyer not a creator. And yet, reflected back upon her at last she could see her own ending. And in this final act of destruction a chance to give what she could not receive.
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Myrnal Shalienza
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Myrnal sighed as she followed in Minshara's footsteps. "Well, thanks guys. Altair?" She stopped and turned to look at him over her shoulder. "You too. You know what I mean."
She turned back away from them. From here on out there wouldn't be backup. It would be Minshara, with Myrnal herself being the only thing standing between her and the animals, the orcs, and her enemies. If they survived it would be because Myrnal had managed to accomplish the impossible, and if they didn't it would be because Myrnal had failed.
Not encouraging, but then... Myrnal's job seldom was. She had an affection for lost causes, and even though she'd always assumed each would be her last, each one came closer than the one before. Someday she'd be right. Maybe today was her day.
She looked up from the leaves to the woman leading her away from the path. If this mission turned out to be the one that finally killed her, Myrnal could handle it, but could she in good conscience keep hoping for it? Was it really right to look forward to an end that would certainly drag Minshara down with it?
Probably not. Not exactly fair, and that was something Myrnal had to admit she did have some regard for. It would seem that, for now, Myrnal's life wasn't her own. On most mercenary jobs it was at least possible to die on her own time and in her own way. Protection jobs were different, and Myrnal was deliberately prolonging it by deciding to accompany Minshara to Nijon.
Maybe it was too much of a sacrifice. Staking her own integrity and ambition-- such as it was-- on the safety of another person was never something that went well for her. It was a good way to up the stakes of her own failure until the impact of her shortcomings had undeniable far-reaching implications.
For that reason Myrnal felt a vague hissing of regret and resentment that they were being led away from the group, led away from the path. The path was the easy way; with the path lay assistance in battle, guidance on the road, and the knowledge that if she failed Minshara would be able to charm someone else into helping her.
It was amusing to her to feel something so common and old-fashioned as moral affront, but beneath that there was a certain truth to it. Minshara wanted to go to Nijon, she wanted to take this path, she wanted to go after her lost knife and that meant that now she wanted to leave the path.
At the same time, Myrnal wasn't totally unreasonable. Minshara had no way of knowing that every step she took meant more work for Myrnal. She had no way of knowing that Myrnal had no choice but to accept that work, or accept failure and likely both of their deaths. In the end, it was a pile of hassle and pain and fear and annoyance, but it was Myrnal's own fault.
And now she was voluntarily making it worse.
By the time they reached their old campsite to begin their search, Myrnal was quite convinced she was a complete moron. She had clearly lost her mind entirely, operating on the surface as a competent and intelligent human being, but capable of the most profound and inexcusable gaps in reason... her intellect so blunted by goals and hopes and loss that it quite simply did not function anymore.
She looked around. Here was where she'd slept. Here was where Demetri and Altair had settled in, trusting more in each other than in the mysterious women with whom they'd been travelling. Here was where Myrnal had first seen Aishigara, and where her heels had been when she turned to see Minshara surrounded by enemies hoping for easy prey.
"Well? You're the boss. Where did you drop it?"
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Minshara Kohl
Adventurer

Posts: 81
Gods? Buggered if I know.
Race: Human
Location: The Quegan
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"He kicked it somewheres here," Min prodded about in the undergrowth. She tried looking for the slight glint of silver but none was seen. Since they were going to be here a while and no one's around, she decided to drop the questions.
"Myrnal? Why are you following me? I mean... it's odd, you know. This trip is expensive and my parents definitely can't afford your fees and you hardly know us to do anything this nice for total strangers. So I was just wondering... if there's anything I might want to know about. Like... I'm not going to mince my words but are you working for someone and the task involves me?"
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A story can have only one true ending. Even as the stranger felt compelled to commit her final words to paper she did it knowing they must never be read. To see the sum of her work was to see inside her own emptiness the heart of a destroyer not a creator. And yet, reflected back upon her at last she could see her own ending. And in this final act of destruction a chance to give what she could not receive.
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Myrnal Shalienza
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"Tsch." Myrnal laughed. "You know, I was wondering when you were going to stop peering at me and just ask. Someone you barely know following your half-crazy ass around all over the continent, and it takes you this long to wonder why."
At the sight of something shining on the ground, she knelt down on the ground and brushed through the leaves. Just water in the faint light of morning. She sat on her heels and didn't look at Minshara when she spoke. "There are... conditions to me being here." She flicked mud off her fingers. "One of which I thought was particularly asinine."
She moved over a foot or two and nudged a thin fallen tree over with her toe. A tiny red lizard fled in terror from the sudden loss of its shelter. She watched it go.
"The particularly stupid thing is that I'm not supposed to tell you why I'm here. Telling you kind of... well, kind of compromises my contract, and potentially my safety. But eh." She took another few steps and pulled a fern aside.
"Not everyone who knows you wants to stop you from getting to Nijon. I'm supposed to make sure that you get there safely if that's what you want." She shrugged dismissively. "So now you know and from what I was told it won't be any huge mystery to you who sent me."
Myrnal took a deep breath. "So! Big question. Does it really change much?"
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Minshara Kohl
Adventurer

Posts: 81
Gods? Buggered if I know.
Race: Human
Location: The Quegan
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"Papilonn," Min said without a need for a confirmation. Now, it changed things. Of course, it would have been better if Myrnal had lied to her about it. It would have certainly vilified her in Min's eyes and made getting angry at her much easier. But she hadn't and in fact, had been as truthful and replied as if she had only asked for the time of day.
She rubbed her temples with a forefinger and a thumb, deciding not to look at Myrnal and instead continue to focus on finding her weapon. Yet, a small feeling of distrust unfurled within her. She kept her facial expression still and was careful to control the tone of her voice, masking her uncertainly completely. "Well, she has a personal investment in my well-being. I suppose, I should've known... it was a pretty textbook case. And here I thought, that the task you took up might have been taken up by the two men we left behind... which makes me glad that I was wrong," she cringed a little, remembering the leaps of logic her previous soliloquy had taken when Altair told them to move on.
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A story can have only one true ending. Even as the stranger felt compelled to commit her final words to paper she did it knowing they must never be read. To see the sum of her work was to see inside her own emptiness the heart of a destroyer not a creator. And yet, reflected back upon her at last she could see her own ending. And in this final act of destruction a chance to give what she could not receive.
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Myrnal Shalienza
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"....those guys?" Myrnal glanced back toward the men they'd left behind. "If they've got anything to do with you besides the obvious, it's news to me." She shrugged.
This is stupid, she thought. I'm getting really sick of the mysteries and the head games and skirting this issue to avoid lying. I mean, technically I didn't tell her that Papilonn hired me, and if Min figures it out on her own.... all I have to do is make sure the job gets done anyway.
"Okay, so here's a question for you that I never thought I'd have an opportunity to get answered. Who the f#$% is Papilonn to you that I'm automatically untrustworthy and evil just for being associated with her? It's one thing not to accept help from people, but you accepted it just fine from me as long as it wasn't attached to that woman."
Myrnal could occasionally sense on the horizon topics that would drive her temper over the edge, and her first instinct was to just stop talking. Maybe if they avoided this issue it wouldn't come up again, Myrnal could get her job done, maybe see that Minshara had found her footing in Nijon, then go back to Tarsis and collect her payment. Maybe not easy, but simple at least.
Wasn't going to happen. Myrnal knew that no matter what she did or said, and no matter how much evidence Minshara had that Myrnal was here to assist and support her, something between her and Papilonn was so ugly that it would pollute and complicate this whole job if it weren't resolved.
"So? What? I'm associated with people you apparently won't allow to help you, even though this one has gone to a lot of trouble and expense on your account. Why was she so worried about you knowing?" She scowled and the look she levelled on Minshara was one of intense annoyance. "You should know that if I were sent to assassinate you or lead you into a trap I've wasted plenty of chances to do it by now, and if you're going to have a paranoid freakout on me there really are better reasons."
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Minshara Kohl
Adventurer

Posts: 81
Gods? Buggered if I know.
Race: Human
Location: The Quegan
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"Don't get all prissy on me. It's not as if I didn't take that into account. You're not exactly subtle," Min countered, standing up to face her. "I just don't like the woman... and I mean dislike so strong it almost borders on hate. Besides, why the hell should I tell you about what my issues are with her when I know next to nothing about you? You have knives enough to supply an army. One of the people after me is your acquaintance... in fact, they're all your acquaintances... From the goblins to that Ashigara chap. So even if you're not associated with Papilonn, you're definitely linked to my pursuers... so where does that leave me, Myrnal? Personally, if I were you, I'd prefer being linked to the brothel madam whom you think is trying to help than the low level scum sent to kill me."
She didn't talk much to Myrnal. In fact, her speech had been more functional as opposed to seeking out friendship. "As much as I don't like dealing with that woman - damn good reasons for doing so, if you've known her as long as I have, - I know more about her than I do about you... Better to deal with the bastards you know than the ones you don't. Only this time, the bastard I know sends someone else I have no idea about and is harder to decrypt than an ancient text and everyone after me seems to know you in the bargain. Its convoluted and honestly, I don't know what the hell to make of it."
"In the course of a few days, I've been chased from my house, my cat was slaughtered, I've been kidnapped once, strangled twice, manhandled and tossed into a cart, had more than a dozen people sent after me, and those are just the ones that I know of... and let's not forget that prior to this, I've nearly drowned -- All of this because of some memories in here... " Min pointed to her temple as she continued to count off her fingers as she spoke. "That I can't get access to... So yes, I think I have every right to have a 'paranoid freak out' on you after being so damn logical about it since day one, seven bloody years ago!"
She took a deep breath and composed herself, feeling the warmth receeding from her cheeks as she finished her rather vehement speech. Min smoothed her hair, tucking the curls behind her ears and crouched low in the undergrowth, resuming her search.
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A story can have only one true ending. Even as the stranger felt compelled to commit her final words to paper she did it knowing they must never be read. To see the sum of her work was to see inside her own emptiness the heart of a destroyer not a creator. And yet, reflected back upon her at last she could see her own ending. And in this final act of destruction a chance to give what she could not receive.
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Myrnal Shalienza
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Myrnal let the leaves she'd been sifting through slip between her fingers and fall to the ground. She slowly stood and gazed at Minshara for a few silent seconds.
"If you were me? You don't know what you would do or who you'd prefer to be associated with if you were me, because as you so accurately stated it, you know next to nothing about me. You want to know about the people I'm 'linked to,' as you put it? Even though you still haven't expressed any interest in knowing what's actually going on," Myrnal paused to prepare Minshara for the incredible revelation of actual information, because apparently the woman had given no thought to the possibility such information might be available.
"For the record, the people we've met have not been acquaintances of mine. The goblins? Never met them in my life. If I did I wasn't old enough to remember. Kikuchi Aishigara? Met him once. Not an acquaintance."
Myrnal tilted her head and spread her hands wide. In this position she left herself open physically as if tempting an enemy, and some parts of her were convinced that was precisely what she was doing. A potential enemy at least. "But you wouldn't know any of those things, because you haven't seen fit to ask. What exactly do you want to know about me, huh? What?! I'm not that f#$%ing hard to get information from and you damn well know that by now! I haven't once lied to you or kept anything from you, and if you don't know anything about me it's because until a few minutes ago you didn't f#$%ing care! That is your fault, and not mine."
"So you'd rather deal with the enemies you know than people you don't, which means you'd rather deal with the whole f#$%ing jungle and your enemies and whoever in the sh$^ you find in Nijon than "deal with" me. So fine. Why don't you quit pussyfooting around the issue and just say it. Look me in the eye and tell me, 'Myrnal, I fully intend to continue being a spoiled little bitch, so please just f#$% off and let me get myself killed in peace.' You know what? Do it and maybe I will."
She clenched her jaw and pointed at Minshara from where she stood. "I will get shot for you. I will get stabbed and slashed and whatever the hell else for you. But I will not let you treat me like s#$% just because you've got a whole pack of people after you because, hey! Who's been fighting these jackasses?" She jerked a thumb at herself. "Me. So you know what? Let me just tell you one thing. Well, actually... several!"
Myrnal started counting off on her own fingers. "No one told me to make sure your parents would be taken care of while I chased after you, and the fact that I stayed with them at all was technically a stretch of my contract, and one that could have blown the whole thing. I didn't have to offer to go with you to Nijon, because it was not part of my deal. My deal was to get you there, drop your ass off at the gate, and then go home to collect the bulk of my payment. Going with you is lining my ass up to get the s#$% kicked out of me by the enemies of a woman who apparently doesn't actually want me around."
Myrnal could have mentioned her deal with Altair, and nearly did... but it didn't seem right. Somehow even in her distracted emotional state she knew that she couldn't admit she wanted someone else keeping an eye on Min. She couldn't let the woman know that even if Myrnal ended up dying in some pointless fight to protect a near-stranger, she still wanted to be sure that this stranger would be safe.
"So at this point, I have reached the end of my f#$%ing rope, all right? You know godsdamned well that if you had cared to ask me about any of this s#$% I would have told you, but you didn't. I can't read your f#$%ing mind, and I can't tell what you want from me until you tell me."
Women, some sarcastic voice whispered in the back of her mind. Can't live with them or without them.
"So tell me. Quit jerking me around, because I don't do that to you. What do you want, aside from your history, your trip, and your knife."
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Minshara Kohl
Adventurer

Posts: 81
Gods? Buggered if I know.
Race: Human
Location: The Quegan
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The problem was, Min decided, was the fact that she hadn’t asked any questions. Sure enough, up till now, it was her quest and she had gone about it in the most single-minded effort that she had ever mustered without even realizing it.
So to concede a logical point to the obviously agitated mercernary, she might have been a spoiled little bitch but up till now, she hadn’t insulted Myrnal with any sort of stinking garden variety vulgarities. Minshara hated vulgarities, almost as much as arguements and antagonistic confrontations. She hated them with vengeance although the worst she had ever used were ‘bastard’… and that was probably the only word on her list of often used vulgarities. She preferred gutting them with a more civilised and painful verbal evisceration.
Min curled her fists and stuffed them in the pockets of her pants. Her thin, reedy voice dropped a pitch a notch and spoke each deliberately chosen word clearly.
“I haven’t asked because I know what its like not to tell people certain things about me. I never asked and you never told, if honesty was that bleeding important to you. It takes one to know one, Myrnal… if that’s even your real name. There are questions, mundane to others that bring out the most horrible memories people like us have to contend with on a daily basis. Look at yourself, you’ve got issues and I hope that I’m dead wrong, considering you’re a perfect stranger, because it would so suck to be you. By the way, your demeanor and exterior make asking questions more painful than sitting on heap of stinging nettles barebottomed!”
There was no way this chick was going to call her a spoiled little… and get away with it. “And don’t think I didn’t catch that whole ‘you know what for, Altair’ quip just before we left… what the hell was that about? So you’ve reached the end of your rope. Why are you still here? You’re insane? I don’t think so…”
Minshara took a deep breath. She was probably going to get killed in the Quegan for even thinking the words that were going to spill out of her mouth next but said them anyway, “I never asked you to come along and I’ve always let you know how grateful I was that I had you to watch my folks and back. But I never asked you to do all those extra things. Why did you do it? Out of the goodness of your heart? It’s more complex than that, isn’t it?”
“I think you think you did something really terrible in your past… something so horrible it completely forced you to change certain beliefs and put up permanent walls to keep the monsters in your head in. Not to keep other people out. It’s to keep whatever it is you’ve got festering in that bleeding heart of yours in, just in case… But it never really leaves you alone, never shuts up, does it? I bet it echoes all day long especially when you’re all alone…”
“So accept this crazy sounding mission, one of many, to protect someone who can’t take care of herself on a journey with 90% fatality rate because it pretty much mirrors whatever it was that scarred you and in some small way, you think this would make up for the mistake you made way back then. And if you got stabbed or shot or thrown off some cliff, in your last dying moments you could tell yourself that your life had finally amounted to something, that your death was not wasted… That’s the truth of it, whether you like it or not.”
“I'm not jerking you around - you voluntarily put yourself through worse crap than what I supposedly do to you. But I’ll tell you what I don’t want – a martyr. And here’s what I want: I want to get to Nijon to find out the whys to this whole affair, my dagger, my parents – both sets- to be alive. I want you breathing and in one piece after this is over and… I want to get back to becoming a physician. Above all, what I want is the truth and my life as I knew it. While you might want to die for your truth, I think mine is too precious to die for.”
"And I'm f%$#@*& sorry for everything piece of godsdamned shit I put you through, right? I'm really sorry... in more ways than one."
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A story can have only one true ending. Even as the stranger felt compelled to commit her final words to paper she did it knowing they must never be read. To see the sum of her work was to see inside her own emptiness the heart of a destroyer not a creator. And yet, reflected back upon her at last she could see her own ending. And in this final act of destruction a chance to give what she could not receive.
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Myrnal Shalienza
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“I think you think you did something really terrible in your past… something so horrible it completely forced you to change certain beliefs and put up permanent walls to keep the monsters in your head in. Not to keep other people out. It’s to keep whatever it is you’ve got festering in that bleeding heart of yours in, just in case… But it never really leaves you alone, never shuts up, does it? I bet it echoes all day long especially when you’re all alone…”
Myrnal didn't like to hit women. Not ones that weren't a threat to her, at least. It seemed wrong, somehow. She seldom applied standards of gentlemanly behavior to herself but... without them the tensing in her right arm wouldn't have stopped there. It would have been one strike. And then another.
Then there would have been blood.
It's possible that after that she wouldn't have even remembered the rest. Not until she came around again.
She didn't hear many of Minshara's words for several seconds, so blinded was she by her own need to control herself, keep in the reaction any other person would have earned for such statements. Eventually the words broke through again, insult piled on presumption piled onto arrogance... pounding through the thin veneer of civility between her and Minshara.
"........you think this would make up for.........life had finally amounted to.........."
Minshara was so close to being right that her words echoed into the laughter of every little voice she'd ever heard inside herself. She could feel them sinking down into the self-loathing she'd carried all her life like a candle wick into oil. All it needed now was to be lit.
At the same time, she was wrong. Those things had nothing to do with the mission. Minshara was just another woman. There was nothing here than meant any more to her than the average barfight. This mixture of insight and unfounded assumption was infinitely more dangerous than either alone. Myrnal didn't know how to stop Minshara from taking that last fatal step.
She closed her eyes and pressed the heel of her palm to her forehead. She felt lethal. She felt like she needed to carve through someone, feel bone crunching and giving way. She wanted blood on the leaves.
For a moment an image flashed through her mind. Black stone. Charred flesh. Laughter. An offer that Myrnal had refused and refused and refused until the choice was taken from her.
She should speak. She should say something. It was the only way she could stop this before she hurt someone, hurt Minshara. Myrnal refused to do it. She couldn't; she was better than that. She had to act like it, whether she always believed that or not.
Myrnal was jerked back to reality by Minshara's profanity. She'd never actually heard the woman curse before, and it was just jarring enough that she could blink and absorb what had been said.
She shook her head and forced her body to relax. She could feel the blood in her body racing, ready to defend, ready to kill. With a dry little laugh she shoved the urge aside. "Tsch. Don't be sorry. No one else is. Myrnal isn't my real name, but I wouldn't answer to my birth name if you had it. Let's see. What else is apparently so f#$%ing vital to your will to live..."
"Ah, yes. I asked Altair to watch your back if anything happened to me. He agreed and I thanked him for pitching in during the fight. I'm sure you'll go yell at him next for being associated with me and by extension with Papilonn and by extension to the mysterious bulls#$% between the two of you. I thanked him for not being an asshole."
"Oh, and I was going to go with you to Nijon because no matter what you may think, every now and again I will do something half-decent with my time. I'd like to think I'm not a complete monstrosity of a human being, and I make an effort now and again to do something just because I want to. Even mercenaries do that sometimes."
"Now, I find it hard to believe that you know all that much more about me now than you did half an hour or a week ago. What do you want, huh? My age? My shoe size? Where I'm from? Favorite cocktail? My dog's name?" She took a deep breath and steeled herself to utter the most involved account of her past she'd ever given to any living person. It wasn't much, but Myrnal had a gift for strangling a conversation, and she hoped that this would be enough to halt further discussion on the issue.
"I could tell you a lot of things that don't matter. I could tell you everything about me and it still wouldn't change anything, because you've made a lot of assumptions that give you a nice, clear, solid image of me in your head. If that helps you better understand why I don't feel like leaving you to the wolves once you get to Nijon, then go right ahead. But you should know... that this has.... it... there's nothing to do with any mistakes I've made. Sure, I've made them. Sure I've got things that are no business of yours that affect my decisions. But they're no business of yours because they aren't relevant to you."
"They would be relevant to you if they were going to endanger you, and on the off chance that you actually gave a damn. But you don't, and if there's one thing I know it's how to identify by sight the kind of person who just plain doesn't give a s#$%."
She looked back toward the path. Toward the others. Walk away? Go on with them, maybe pay her way back by helping guard the caravan? Hang out with Altair for a while and return the aid he'd given last night?
Or the alternative. Finish the job for its own sake, invest the remaining effort only because she'd come this far. But how much effort? And for what? This woman? This woman who was willing to fix everyone around her and battered herself with guilt and meant none of it. She was a liar of the worst sort, convincing everyone she's better than she really was. Convincing people that she cared, that the effects her actions had on others even registered in her mind.
The idea that someone like Minshara could ever learn anything about her seemed no less remote than it had last night. But now there was disgust. It was utterly unthinkable that Myrnal should hand this woman any more information than absolutely necessary. It was vulgar and the physician would be much more interested in using it against her than in offering Myrnal the kind of companionship or support that sometimes she desperately ached for.
It was cheap. And it was wrong. And she owed everyone she'd ever lost much better than to let her memories-- the last remnants of their existence-- be weapons in Minshara's hands. It was filthy, and every inch of her soul recoiled violently from the very idea of it.
"Well? I'm not your friend. Neither one of us expects that, and that chance has passed. But I'm not your subordinate, either. I'm not working for you. I am obligated to do no more and no less than I was told when that woman hired me. But I don't care about any of that bulls@#$ right now."
"The only reason I'm still willing to lay eyes on you is the idea that I could leave and you'd be caught and raped to death by the next gang of orcs that passes by. But you are really making me regret giving a damn the more you run your f@#$ing mouth, and all you've got to do is tell me you'd rather fight your way through this jungle alone."
She took a few steps back from Minshara, putting a more comfortable physical distance between them. Her jaw clenched again, and her eyes narrowed briefly. "I just might let you. If all you needed was to convince me to leave, then just say the word... and the hell with you. Do what you want. I'm not going to hang around if all I'm going to do is catch hell from you."
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