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Minshara Kohl
Adventurer

Posts: 81
Gods? Buggered if I know.
Race: Human
Location: The Quegan
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(Those interested in playing can check out the other part of the story told by Altair Dusk, in Miriel. PM if you wish to join. Thanks.)
The old man was livid. “What do you mean ‘bend over’?!” the voice rasped, mimicking the sound of dry leaves rubbing against one another. The withered hands thrown upwards, trembling and shaking with every syllable that was being uttered. The skin stretched over every bone in the man’s body, emphasizing his already gaunt appearance and made his eyes look like they were going to implode from the sheer volume of his voice.
“Shaloub, please…” appealed his wife of many years. “It’ll only be for a short while… and no one else is going to see anything.” She placed her hands on his shoulders to calm him down.
“Can you just give me something that I can apply, by myself?” Shaloub implored, his voice softening immediately.
The figure stopped pounding at the pestle and mortar and looked up at the farmer. At first glance, she seemed to be a girl on the brink of adulthood but the fair skin and the startling blue eyes indicated her to be of an ethnicity that was different from her elders. In contrast, they were dark-skinned and much taller than she was. While their hair was wiry, coarse and thick, hers arranged itself in large cupid-like curls around her face and it appeared to be finer and smoother in texture. The cherubic face regarded Shaloub without hesitation. Gently, she placed the pestle against the side of the mortar.
“I don’t wish to see your behind as much you do, Shaloub,” she replied. “Believe me… you may have been a strapping lady-killer in your youth, but right now, you’re lucky Keera hasn’t gone blind.”
“Minshara, please…”
The physician sighed. “Look, Shaloub, it will be for this time only. After that, your wife can do the honors. I have to teach her how to apply the poultice.”
“Please, dear… it will only be for a short while,” the old woman persuaded once more.
Shaloub looked back at Min who looked back at him with the same serious expression. He sighed, closed his eyes and turned toward the chair.
Keera smiled at Min, who returned it and proceeded to dispense her treatment.
After a few uncomfortable minutes, Min walked to the wash basin as Shaloub proceeded to pull up his pants and muttered something about having to see the cows in the shed.
“I’ve never quite seen anything like it,” Keera laughed.
Min rubbed the smell of herbs away from her fingers, scrubbing at the skin with a piece of rag. “Well, it happens. Mainly to young people who don’t take care of their diets but it can happen to the rest of us.”
“So I just apply the poultice once a day?”
“Once a day, before bed. I’ve made some for you in advance. I know how hard it is to get good elderberry nowadays,” the young woman rummaged in her bag and produced a few packets. “One packet, two parts water. Apply for about an hour maybe two, if you can. The longer the better but no more than a day.”
“But you’re removed this one after a few minutes,” Keera exclaimed.
“I didn’t want to embarrass him further than I had to,” Min shrugged. “Besides, he has chores to do. So put the poultice on at night. I notice you have some yarrow and aloe vera nearby. Apply yarrow tea to ease the pain throughout the day. Don’t drink it. The pulp of aloe vera to soothe any burning sensation. And keep his diet full of vegetables and fruits – and tell him not to… push too hard when he goes to the outhouse. It should be all right in a month or so, if you stick to what I tell you.”
Keera clasped her hands and looked relieved. “Thank you, Min. As promised, here are the moccasins I made from the last cow we slaughtered.”
Min slipped off her worn slippers and pulled the wet shoes over her feet. They were comfortable and perhaps, if they stayed that way, she might just change her mind about footwear. “Thanks, Keera. I’ll come back next week to check on your husband… just to make sure things are all right.”
“I don’t know just how we’ll cope without you. Those doctors from the West Side charge three times the value of my fields!”
She began to make her way back to her cottage. Poliho might seem like an assimilated village, not far from the rest of Tarsis’ more famous residential areas but to Min, if one were to look closely, one could notice the sub-villages that used to make up the once separated Poliho. The old markers were still there, only more weather worn and dilapidated.
Life in the village was not idyllic but it wasn’t terrible either. Frankly speaking, Min knew that there were worse places to end up than Tarsis. The bottom of the ocean, for example. The nightmares had been getting worse lately. On some nights, she could feel the breath forced out of her by the sheer power of the ebbing surf and the taste of the salt on her lips. And the migraines… Min likened the pain to having her head repeatedly bashed against driftwood – something that might have happened 7 years ago.
She snapped herself out of her thoughts and unlatched the gate that lead up to her parents’ home. Already, she could smell the spiced fish casserole that her mother was preparing to serve.
An elderly man, also dark-skinned like most of the locals but possessed so much more dignity, looked up at the sound. “Minshara?”
“Yes, father… I’ve come for lunch as promised,” she replied, putting her bag by the door and helped her father put away his farming tools.
“How was old Shaloub today?”
“He’ll be fine in a month or two,” Min smiled, running fingers through her black hair, relieved to be free from the restraints of the scarf.
“What exactly is he suffering from anyway?” Ikwame asked, opening to door.
“You know I can’t tell you that.”
Ikwame gave a large hearty laugh. “It’s still those darned hemorrhoids, isn’t it? The whole village knows. He’s had them since he married Keera. We all told him not to marry her… she’s a terrible cook. They’re fortunate you decided to stay here to practice.”
“Ikwame, you stop that gossiping right now… It isn’t nice to talk about Keera like that. She’s our friend,” Safiya chided. She wiped her hands on her apron and kissed Min on the forehead. “You must have had a hard day.”
“Nothing I can’t handle,” Min replied.
Life in Poliho wasn’t going to make her great or famous but it was good. She had a loving family here and people who trusted her – most of the time anyway.
“Come here and sit, Minshara… stop thinking and eat with us.”
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Minshara Kohl lived not far from her parents. In fact, the cottage that Ikwame and a few other villagers built was on the other side of the Kohl family’s dry fields. It was small with only a room that doubled as a study and a sleeping area and a designated kitchen. Three of the four walls were covered in shelves and lined with bound books and folios, arranged in alphabetical order; labeled vials and jars containing plant parts and essences. A small black cat with white fur covering its paws, uncurled itself from Min’s chair, stretched and yawned.
“Hello, Socks…” Min stroked the cat and tickled it under its chin. “Bet you didn’t miss me much, did you?”
Socks blinked before yawning once more and then, proceeded to claim the small bed on the other side of the room as her new sleeping spot.
Min hung her bag and tried to ease her tired shoulders by rubbing and massaging them. At the corner of her eye, she saw something glinting as it caught the light of the metal lamp. She knew what it was and like so many other times, she had to look at it to make sure it was there.
Out of her bag, she pulled out a small kaiken. When she washed up on Tarsis, she didn’t know what it was called. She had thought it was a normal dagger but it was so beautiful and so exquisite in its design and crafting that the seawater had not dealt it any damage. The handle and scabbard were well lacquered and covered in the pattern of willow-trees in spring and a pair of cranes in a mating dance. Attached by a weathered silken cord was a jade piece and a small useful brush for writing.
Min listened to the soft swish as she drew the blade from its sheath. The blade was a bright, clean steel. It seemed to draw whatever light there was in the room and reflected it as if the moon itself had embedded itself in the weapon. The blood groove made it light and Min noted the perfect balance of weight. She had never used it for anything as trivial as pruning plants or preparing vegetables but she kept it with her always. She had used it once or twice but those instances were so long ago during the days when she used to beg at the Center.
There was knock on the door. Min sheathed the weapon and went to the door. “Who is it?”
“Return it to me.”
“What?” Min opened the door.
The stench of seawater assaulted her senses as a woman, dripping wet from head to toe, wearing a ruined silken garb stood at the door. Seaweed wove itself into the roots of her long matted hair. “Mine…” she whispered and lunged toward her.
Min woke up with a start, her heart trying to get its rhythm back to normal. She found herself on her bed with a bemused Socks looked at her. “Damn it, Daidlin!” she cursed. “Just once… only once, a nice dream of myself having a normal day would be nice.”
She released the tight clench of her fists and forced herself to breathe normally. Reaching for her waterskin, she took a few sips to wet her parched throat.
Socks mewed and looked at the small powdered bags of Chamomile on the table.
Min shook her head. “That’s not going to help,” she sighed and wiped her forehead with the sleeve of her nightshirt.
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A story can have only one true ending. Even as the stranger felt compelled to commit her final words to paper she did it knowing they must never be read. To see the sum of her work was to see inside her own emptiness the heart of a destroyer not a creator. And yet, reflected back upon her at last she could see her own ending. And in this final act of destruction a chance to give what she could not receive.
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Minshara Kohl
Adventurer

Posts: 81
Gods? Buggered if I know.
Race: Human
Location: The Quegan
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She pulled out her chair and lit the lamp. It was time to get to work. Sleep was the real dream that never came true.
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A story can have only one true ending. Even as the stranger felt compelled to commit her final words to paper she did it knowing they must never be read. To see the sum of her work was to see inside her own emptiness the heart of a destroyer not a creator. And yet, reflected back upon her at last she could see her own ending. And in this final act of destruction a chance to give what she could not receive.
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Minshara Kohl
Adventurer

Posts: 81
Gods? Buggered if I know.
Race: Human
Location: The Quegan
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“So which one was it this time?” her father asked.
Min thrust the hoe into the hard ground and waited a moment before continuing her work. “It was the woman again. The one with the long hair and seaweed and bits of marine life stuck to her…”
The smooth brow furrowed, bringing together the thick white eyebrows. “These nightmares are starting to worry me,” Ikwame replied simply, plucking the weeds by the roots.
“It’s nothing really,” she replied, loosening the soil. She dug the hoe deeper into the ground and pulled it back out with a vengeance. Dig, pull. Dig, pull. There was something satisfying in seeing bits of earth fly about. It didn’t do the situation much good but at least, it was cathartic.
“Your mother and I have been talking about this for some time now… perhaps, it is time for you to… find out more,”
The young woman placed a hand on her hip and wiped the sweat off her brow. All around her was Poliho, the only home that she had known for as far as she could remember. Granted, it wasn’t a long time but it was something. There was good in this place. All around her, people led simple lives.
They were born, grew up, got married, had children and died here. Once in a while, a few of them left for the ‘lawfulness’ of Miriel but most stayed. Even now, she saw them tilling their fields, sowing the seeds for the next harvest. Mothers worked with newborns tied to their backs. Children carried farming tools as soon as they were able. Everyone helped out with one another.
As far as Min could see, she didn’t need to know where she came from. She had thought about it once. Back when trying to find out where she came from was important. She stared long and hard at the rags she wore. They were silken rags, just like the woman in her dreams. Then, she would look at the kaiken.
And the deep-seated feeling of dread would rise up like a tsunami and overwhelm any desire to return.
There had to be a reason. Minshara just wasn’t sure what. Perhaps, it was best that she didn’t try to find out. She didn’t wish to anyway.
If only her parents could see it her way.
“I know you think your mother and I are being stubborn old people but we’ve earned it, don’t you think?” Ikwame responded to her nonchalance.
“I mean no disrespect, father,” she replied, leaning against the hoe’s handle, “and I know you mean well but…”
“You like it here too much?”
“Yes,” she smiled. “I have a good thing going here. You, mother… and my craft. I can’t ask for anything more.”
It became Ikwame’s turn to shrug. His large eyes looked over his dry fields, most of the ground, already loosened and ready for seeding.
Min pondered for a moment, then spoke as if she remembered something. “By the way, do you want anything from the South Market today? I’m getting some supplies from Miriel.”
“No, not really. I heard there’s some sort of disease spreading there.”
“Some sort of epidemic, I think. No one’s been able to discern the cause. I’d love to study it…”
“Why don’t you then? You haven’t left Poliho since you got here.”
“Let me finish, father,” she smiled, then continued her sentence, “If I didn’t have to check on Shaloub. Besides, I have to travel by sea to get to Miriel and you know my wonderful history with large bodies of water. I’ll be satisfied with the accounts I get from the merchants.”
“What do you think it is though?”
She continued to dig at a slower pace, glad that the change in subject had eased the tension away. “Well, I heard that it makes the infected feral… some rumours say it could be lycanthrophy but I don’t think so. Lycanthrophy is very specific in nature, affecting the victim during the full moon for three nights. This one sounds a little like rabies, to be honest. I haven't heard anything unusual about the timing. But I really can’t say much. Not enough accurate information. Too many distorted rumours. I just hope it doesn’t get here.”
"Less talk, more digging," her father suddenly urged. "I see your mother and it seems we have to hurry if you want to be in time for the wedding."
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A story can have only one true ending. Even as the stranger felt compelled to commit her final words to paper she did it knowing they must never be read. To see the sum of her work was to see inside her own emptiness the heart of a destroyer not a creator. And yet, reflected back upon her at last she could see her own ending. And in this final act of destruction a chance to give what she could not receive.
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Minshara Kohl
Adventurer

Posts: 81
Gods? Buggered if I know.
Race: Human
Location: The Quegan
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Red is the rose that in yonder garden grows, And fair is the lily of the valley; Clear is the water that flows from the river But his love is fairer than any.
It had been a noisy evening in the Broken Bottle. The aptly named tavern located in the South Market had played host to a wedding party. It was a lively one too, with many impromptu performances from the friends and relatives who were invited and a few from the guests who were merely travelling merchants, passing through Tarsis.
The words gave way to a sweeter rendition on the reed flute, the lilting melody seemed to weave through the invisible air and lent an ambience of much needed peace and quiet. The performer was a young woman, seated on the bar counter. The orange glow of the lanterns and candles lent her an unearthly warmth that permeated the notes of her foreign sounding song.
The light fingers drumming on the openings led to a small rosebud mouth that floated as the music played. The curve of the cheeks revealed a pair of closed almond shaped eyes, framed by a head of black doll-like curls, held in place with half-moon wreath of small white flowers. Min had made the effort to dress in a more lady-like fashion. It was not often that one attended the wedding of one’s closest friends.
His love is like a red red rose, In yonder garden where Summer grows And Blue is the water of the river And may his love be fairer than any.
She gave a small twinkle of ending that flirted with the last few notes and leapt to her feet with a spritely move that lent an air of foreign style. There was rousing applause, of course. The patrons of the Broken Bottle rarely remained quiet at the end of her performances. Smiling, she bowed and walked over the newlyweds, who had gotten to their feet.
The bride was crying quietly into her handkerchief. “Minshara, that was so… romantic,” she said in between sobs as she hugged. “I’m going to miss you.”
It was rare that anyone called her by her full name. “Oh come on, Tasha,” she comforted. “Miriel is not so far away. You are coming back from time to time, aren’t you?”
The tall dashing bridegroom replied, a firm hand on his wife’s shoulders, “Of course, we are, Min. We can’t just up and leave, forgetting where we came from.”
“’Course you can,” Min smiled another one of her cherubic smiles.
“Well, you’re different,” Roko replied, with a deep and amused chuckle. “You will take care of our parents, won’t you?”
Minshara nodded, “That goes without saying.”
“We don’t trust anyone else,” Tasha joined in, wiping the last of her tears as she put on an expression of gratitude.
“Don’t you worry about anyone here,” Min answered, “Things will just as they are when you come back. Now, will you please go socialise and say your goodbyes and leave me to perform some more before our bored and drunk guests start getting funny ideas about what makes good entertainment at a Tarsis wedding party?”
The rest of the night went off without a hitch. Most of the guests would suffer hangovers the next day but it didn’t matter, Minshara thought to herself. It only meant that she had to brew more of her hangover 'remedy'. It was one of her more sellable items, only because people somehow didn’t believe her when she simply advised to drink more water. It didn't matter much to people that her 'remedy' was simply water and honey.
Drinking oneself drunk was possible but to drink oneself back to soberiety seemed to be something that people believed only she was capable of.
The newlyweds, Tasha and Roko, had been friends of her parents. They were lovely people and seemed perfect for each other. Both were tall and dark-skinned with fine and strong features – excellent specimens of their race.
The people around her were dressed in their best, which usually meant a clean set of clothes with no visible holes or tears. The children were already asleep in the arms of their parents, small arms draped around the broad shoulders.
“So when’s your turn?” Min’s mother asked her, knowing full well what her daughter’s answer was.
“I could be married for all I know,” she replied as they walked home. “Besides, by all accounts, most people say once is more than enough.”
Safiya sighed. “You should try to find out, you know. Its been years and aren’t you the least bit curious?”
Min shrugged. “No,” she replied in a curt but respectful tone. “I don’t know where to start anyway.”
“It’s not like you don’t know where you come from,”
“I know I’m Nijonese, mother,” she said as she caught a glimpse of herself as they walked alongside the riverbank. A short silence hung as she breathed in the island air. “I did try, remember?”
“All you heard was simply speculation,”
Minshara shrugged. “It doesn’t matter really. I know enough to get the idea that there must be a damn good reason why I left Nijon.”
“Are you afraid, daughter?”
In that moment, she really felt like a stranger. The brown eyes of old woman bore into her mind. She was glad to note that they had reached the family lands, a small area of cleared and dry farmland. The path here branched into two. One led to her parents’ cottage while the other led to a smaller one they had built for her when she arrived nearly a decade ago.
Minshara paused and turned to her cottage. “I’m not afraid, mother. I just don’t like sea travel,” she smiled, trying to joke her way out of it. “It give me nightmares.” She began to walk a fraction faster.
“Maybe those nightmares are trying to tell you something.”
“Mmm,” was the only answer Min could bring herself to express.
“In case, you change your mind,” she heard her mother call. “You could ask the captain of the ship that’s bringing Tasha to Miriel. They booked passage with a Nijon ship.”
"I was going to ask about the plague actually."
"Focus on something else other than medicine for once."
“All right,”
“Minshara,” she started again.
“All right!”
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A story can have only one true ending. Even as the stranger felt compelled to commit her final words to paper she did it knowing they must never be read. To see the sum of her work was to see inside her own emptiness the heart of a destroyer not a creator. And yet, reflected back upon her at last she could see her own ending. And in this final act of destruction a chance to give what she could not receive.
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Minshara Kohl
Adventurer

Posts: 81
Gods? Buggered if I know.
Race: Human
Location: The Quegan
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"Not all us can forget our roots as easily as you," Roko had joked once more before the party ended. Min flipped onto her back, disturbed at the well-intended chastisement.
"Are you afraid, daughter?"
"I am most certainly not," Min angrily responded, a little more cutting than expected. A life so mundane is not worth study, not worth living – the words reverberated in her head like the tolling of bell whose deep haunting chimes continued well after its servants had stopped ringing it.
She laid flat on her back, her fingers caressing the soft spot underneath Sock’s neck. The fingertips scratched lightly at the fur, playing with the flesh that lay between the cartilage and bone. The cat merely purred contently, nipping playfully from time to time at his mistress’s hand.
The cottage was made of mud bricks and sticks. The roof that hung over the main sleeping area and kitchen was thatch but the porch roof was a flat one, made out of strong branches whose bark was now rain-smoothened over the years. The construction was odd, of course. No one saw the need for a flat roof that allowed water to seep through the cracks but Minshara saw differently.
The stars of Poliho were beautiful at night. She was probably the only villager that liked to spend her time staring at them. It didn’t matter that she couldn’t get to sleep. The roof was comfortable enough for her to lie flat down against the wood, wrapped up in a warm cotton blanket to look up at the constellations.
"You don’t want me to leave, right?"she whispered to Socks, suddenly realizing how deafening the silence was.
The cat didn’t answer of course. It merely looked at her with its large green eyes and rubbed itself against the wood to ease the invisible scratch.
The little discussion her mother had with her had left a bitter taste in her mouth. She had not intended to snap at Safiya but there were some things that made her uncomfortable and she had thought her mother better when it came to realising what those things were.
The people of Poliho were so provincial. Most of her children grow up listening to tales of faraway places like Anfalas or the nearby port city of Miriel. Of course, during the past few years, some had returned with stories about a very strange and foreign place – its ways and traditions kept secret to outsiders upon pain of death. Or so it seemed.
Because how does one hear of the ways of Nijon if they were indeed that bloody sacred?
Nevertheless, the locals loved a good tale. A small kingdom ruled by clans, nestled deep in the Southlands? Where buildings were constructed without a nail in sight? Gold-lining on the tiled roofs? Silk robes on all its citizens? And what was this strange code that they all lived by and why was the Emperor so sensitive to everything that he needed to execute a lot of people?
Min sighed. Socks had taken to sleeping upon her midsection, curled up into a small ball of black and white fur. Min stretched her shoulders fractionally, trying in vain to keep the cat asleep. Socks merely opened his eyes to give her look of reproachfulness before changing his position to lie belly up and returning to sleep.
She had tried to figure it all out, so many years ago. There were no Nijonese to speak to. Only people who had travelled there didn't see much beyond the ports and no one knew anything for sure. Naturally, she was never short of ‘reliable sources’ eager to inform her because here it was, for the first time ever… a native of Nijon living and breathing in what had to be the cesspool of everything mundane and normal. Minshara Kohl was a novelty whose popularity waxed and waned like the ebbing tides.
It only added to her ‘Gaijin-ness’ that she had little recollection of her past. It was all so cliched, she laughed bitterly to herself about it.
Yet, Safiya had been right. Min was frightened. Terrified, in fact. The fear clawed at her like a harpy, waiting at the edge of her dreams just after she relinquished her consciousness. The words on her wrist screamed their meanings to her. The ink once dark blue, was now faded and Minshara felt that she had somehow betrayed the significance.
Still, those were only psychological games her mind played with itself. They weren’t enough to deter her from finding out. Contrary to popular belief, Min knew a lot about Nijon… more than her friends and family gave her credit for. She knew of the social structures, the xenophobia that drove the self-imposed isolation and the all-important metaphorical symbols. Nijonese were fond of imagery.
She had learned all of this from a brothel madam, a self-styled woman who had given herself the name of Madam Papilonn. Min remembered her as a graceful but domineering individual who had almost convinced her into the life of a courtesan, had the madam decided at the very last moment to have nothing to do with her. The madam was well-travelled and educated, much more culturally savvy than the rest of the brothel owners who had only travelled as far as Miriel. Madam Papilonn left Narim at a very young age and ended up in Tarsis when she was well into her thirties.
Madam Papilonn also happened to be the only other person who had seen the kaiken. In a moment of what Min had thought to be misplaced trust, she had shown the weapon to her. Min remembered the shocked expression as if it happened moments ago. Like a true courtesan, it was no blatant outburst. It was a merely tremble of her hand and a slight raise of the eyebrows. A small ‘oh’ was all Min heard but all those were enough clues to tell her what the madam felt.
"This belongs to you," the madam had whispered as she handed it back.
"It was found on me," Min replied haltingly.
"It was not a question, child," the madam sighed as she waved for her servant to ready her carriage. “I was stating a fact.”
“What do you mean? How do you know?”
"This was a wedding present. See the cranes and the willow tree? Longevity and fidelity. And the cherry blossom usually symbolises the transient nature of things but since it is connected to this weapon, we can safely assume that it means to symbolise a ‘transient’ moment – perhaps childhood?"Madam Papilonn explained slowly. “Only bushis have weapons of this quality. You were one of them, that much I now know.”
“How do you know I am bushi?”
“Either that, or you are a servant or thief.”
“Perhaps a servant,” Minshara answered softly, keeping the weapon back in the folds of her shirt. Her hands returned to their polite position on her lap.
The madam laughed, “Why a servant?”
Minshara did not reply. Her thoughts recalled the tattoo between her shoulder blades. “I have a pretty good hunch,” she said simply, agreeing with her instincts.
“Whatever it is,” Madam Papilonn replied, rising to her feet. “I would advise you to not return.”
“Why would I not want to go home?”
The madam’s servant knocked at the door, politely informing her that it was time to go.
Madam Papilonn returned her gaze back to the strange young woman. “My clients are from all over the known realms. You would be surprised at who sneaks in through the back entrance of my establishment,” she began slowly. “What do you know of disgraced bushi, Minshara?”
“They don’t exist?”
“They are often killed,” the courtesan answered coldly, with a steel that was unheard till that moment. “People are often quick to take advantage of those left outside a circle of protection. You are definitely bushi. I see it in your behaviour, your demeanor. You are no servant. I'm more open to the idea that you're a thief.”
Minshara could only look at her dumbly. “But I need to know,”
“Listen to me, girl. If you were bushi, as I know you are - I'm not a courtesan if I can't see patterns in how people carry themselves - in any circumstance, we should people looking for you night and day. So far, no one has. Why? Follow the logic.”
“If I were Heimin…”
“No one would bother with a lowly merchant or a Hinin entertainer,” Papilonn tritely cut in. “For whatever reason, you are better off dead for now.”
“You know more than you are telling me,” Minshara had not meant for the command to express itself in her tone.
“You dare command me, young mistress? Reason out why I cannot tell you,” the same steely voice answered. “I’ve dealt with enough courtiers for today.” The madam gave her one last look and softened her approach. “These are good people who have found you…remember that before you start asking the hows and whys of things..”
The sun had come up over the horizon, promising a new day for Tarsis. She had not bothered with her past and yet, Roko’s and Safiya’s words tortured her. Min had spent years unbothered by her past. She never wanted to know. Why did it bother her now? It was completely ridiculous.
Perhaps, it was simply the lack of patients or academic pursuits.
Perhaps, it was time to pay Madam Papilonn a long forgotten visit. If only to tell Safiya something new the next time she asks.
The cat pawed at his mistress and yawned. The green eyes looked at her most accusingly. Minshara sighed and pushed the cat off and climbed down to her front door. Liar, Socks seemed to communicate.
“All right, I’m going,” she sighed, “I’m going…”
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A story can have only one true ending. Even as the stranger felt compelled to commit her final words to paper she did it knowing they must never be read. To see the sum of her work was to see inside her own emptiness the heart of a destroyer not a creator. And yet, reflected back upon her at last she could see her own ending. And in this final act of destruction a chance to give what she could not receive.
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Minshara Kohl
Adventurer

Posts: 81
Gods? Buggered if I know.
Race: Human
Location: The Quegan
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Minshara loved going to the North Market for one simple reason: it was so much cleaner.
She didn’t like the people, of course. Naturally, she had thought of them as simple-minded noble-born fools who simply didn’t and couldn’t know better as a result of having everything handed to them. Min did try to change her mind once she faced the possibility that she might be of noble birth and still found herself to hold the same opinion that the adage ‘too much of a good thing’ can be detrimental is true especially when applied to wealth.
Roko and Tasha were long gone by now. Those who had gone to see them off were not encouraged by the local enforcement to see them off all the way to the docks. They had mentioned something of a security threat but Min knew that the rich of Tarsis simply wanted to keep as much of the underprivileged out of their sight whenever they could.
It was the normal teary farewell with the parents of the newlyweds saying that their prayers and blessings will go with them. Tasha was adamant that Min rode with her on the cart, asserting that it might be the last time they would see each other. She accepted the ride graciously, of course. Min had to go to the North Market whether she liked it or not.
Unlike the dirty muddy paths that characterized its poorer cousin, the North Market was well irrigated and so much cleaner by comparison. Proper stones lined the streets and the shops had proper lanterns hanging above the signs. In the South Market, the proprietors usually just stuck a candle of a protruding plank. Lanterns were too expensive to replace when stolen.
Min wasn’t really sure what she was looking for. She had been to the North Market a few times but it was mainly to purchase supplies of Orcbind essence or a few bundles of dried Hawksfoot from the local apocethary. Leaning against a signpost, she rummaged into her bag and felt for her small coin pouch. She sighed as she felt the familiar worn felt and made her way amongst the crowd towards the only store she was familiar with in the North Market.
“Why would you want to know where it is?” the old man wheezed as he wrapped up a small bundle of Hawksfoot. “Just this?”
“Yes, thank you… that will be enough for today,” Min replied. “I have business there.”
"Mind me asking what it might be?"
"I do actually," the doll-faced woman replied.
The old man coughed and pushed the herbs towards her. “You won’t find it by looking out for a sign,” he answered as he took a silver coin from her. “Just walk straight on in that direction. Then when you reach the dressmaker’s, cross the street and turn left twice, right once and you should get there in about twenty minutes or so.”
Minshara nodded, “My thanks.”
The paper-thin skin crinkled into a small smile. “You are the only person to never ask me how I would know,”
“Well, since you are in the medicine business… I would figure that they would need your help once in a while. The doctors here charge obscenely high prices for their fees or so I’ve heard,” she replied in a rod-straight tone, without looking away from the window.
“Don’t you even wonder if I might be seeing Madam Papilonn’s girls for a different reason?” the apocetharist finally asked. His wife who had come onto the shop floor at the opportune moment, glanced at her husband before shaking her head and began to busy herself with the cleaning.
Min turned her gaze back and smiled, “I know Quickberries are rumoured to cure certain dysfucntions but I don’t think they can restore what’s already dead – so no, I don’t think there’s another reason.”
An even thinner raspier laugh filled the quaint little shop as the herbalist removed his eyeglass and wiped tear from the corner of his eye. The herbalist's wife was in no better shape either. “Good day, Miss Kohl.”
“Good day, sir,” was all the reply he got as the bells signalled her exit. "Ma'am."
"Seven years," he said to himself as the laughter died down within him. He replaced the eyepiece and continued to read his book. "Seven years and to think she would one day ask for such a place."
"Just goes to show that you don't always know people as well as you think, dear," remarked his wife as she returned to arranging the shelves.
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“Focus on your questions and just keep her talking,” Minshara breathed as she sat in one of the waiting rooms. “She isn’t busy. She is simply taking her time to render you uncomfortable so that she, instead of you, will have the upper hand in this unexpected conversation.”
The herbalist had pointed her in the right direction and was also correct in pointing out that the Blood Flower Bordello was not an easy place to find. On the outside, the brothel was nothing more than plain-faced building roughly the size of a small warehouse, with a dark mahogany façade. The only indications were two brass doorknockers on the heavy wood and an accompanying scarlet coloured outline of its flora namesake. It seemed that the Blood Flower Bordello prided itself in its subtlety rather than the garish openess of its competitors.
Of course, there was where the subtlety ended.
Once inside, Minshara was treated to a real visual feast. Madam Papilonn had certainly outdone herself by completely changing the inside of what was probably a rotten core into a pure architectural wonder.
Everything in the brothel was chosen for a reason, each choice in harmony with the next. No detail was too small to be ignored. It was, in short, an incredibly beautifully decorated place.
Mahogany and pine ran from floor to ceiling. Gauze curtains in gold-tinged accented hues of reds and blues hung from the windows and pillars. The furniture was tastefully chosen to echo the wood and silk cushions lined the seats and arm rests. Art pieces and beautiful flower arrangements decorated tabletops and corners. A rich, opulent play of colours assaulted Minshara’s senses that she immediately felt misplaced.
The women of the house were of course beautiful but Madam Papilonn had imparted to them a sense of grace and style that made one realise that the Blood Flower Bordello was not any common whorehouse. The women promised an experience that went beyond simple sexual pleasure. Even the maidservants were pretty, though less attractive than the courtesans. And once or twice, Min caught a glimpse of men who did not look like they were the bordello’s customers, but employees.
In the mirror, Min saw herself stark and plain, contrasted sharply against the richness of her environment. She had kept the dress from last night and changed back into her everyday set of clothes – a cotton pullover tunic and capri pants. At least, she sighed, she had the moccasins that Keera made for her instead of the worn hide slippers. Her hair was, of course, kept under the scarf but she had removed out of politeness for being indoors.
“Miss Kohl,” a smooth voice poured out from beyond the curtains, a split-second before two girls pulled them apart. “What a pleasant surprise.” Madam Papilonn had aged but a little, emanating the same aura she did seven years ago. The intelligent eyes gave Min a once over, trying to cut through her armour like a surgeon's scapels before returning once more to their more hospitable demeanour.
“Thank you for seeing me, madam,” Minshara stood and bowed. Steel yourself, Minshara... I'll be damned if I let this woman push me around this time.
“Do take a seat, dear…” Papilon gestured, “What brings you here?”
Minshara nodded, then looked the older woman squarely in the eye as she spoke the next few words. “I want to find out who I am and I have a feeling that you’re the first person who can help me.”
“I see,” the courtesan replied after a moment. “I assume that you have thought this through?”
Min nodded, her hands were fixed squarely on her lap, one crossed over the other. “Indeed.” The voice was steady and emphasised itself in the courtesan's mind in a way that was most disconcerting. Madam Papilon mentally envisioned the full stop at the end of the word, indicating it to be a statement that was not to be bargained or compromised in any manner.
“Then, you shall be staying quite a while,” Madam Papilon turned to one of her servant girls. “Tell Stefan that I want the tea room prepared immediately. Miss Kohl and I shall be using it for the evening.”
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A story can have only one true ending. Even as the stranger felt compelled to commit her final words to paper she did it knowing they must never be read. To see the sum of her work was to see inside her own emptiness the heart of a destroyer not a creator. And yet, reflected back upon her at last she could see her own ending. And in this final act of destruction a chance to give what she could not receive.
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Minshara Kohl
Adventurer

Posts: 81
Gods? Buggered if I know.
Race: Human
Location: The Quegan
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Minshara watched as the servant girls carefully laid out the apparatus in front of her. The luxurious mahogany table was covered with a brocade tablecloth. Fast delicate hands arranged the jade-coloured cups and the earth-tinted spoons and brushes. Finally, the small teapots were placed in the middle of the table, seated like a little emperor and his queen.
Papilonn wasn’t dressed her best but she was easily the loveliest person in the room. The brown hair was pulled upwards and tied into an intricate bun. One tastefully chosen hairpin held what must be, at least, waist length tresses. Her robes showed Nijon-influences, as did everything else in this room, Minshara noted. Perhaps her visit was not a surprise after all.
She held out her hand, palm upwards, indicating that Min should start.
“I’m sorry to disappoint you, madam,” Min declined without flinching. “I am unaware of the customs.”
“Ah,” the courtesan replied. “You do not know?”
“I said I am unaware. I might have learnt this previously or never took notice at all…” the physician countered, watching the courtesan scoop a small amount of tea leaves into the smaller teapot. Gently, she poured hot water from the larger one into it and just as briskly, poured it out.
“That was to open the tea leaves a little and to get rid of any dust that might still be on them,” Papilonn explained, finally pouring the prepared tea into Minshara’s cup.
This is a test to see how much you’ve remembered and to what extent. Min held out her hand, pulling back the sleeve to the elbow with her other hand as she did so. Graciously, she thanked the Madam and lifted the lid of the cup slightly and drank without showing her open mouth. She downed the tea in three sips and replaced it where it was. As Papilonn downed hers, Min snuck another piece of charcoal in the glowing embers. Her ears felt the slight vibration of the teapot, the water within now boiling hot instead of comfortably warm. She prayed that the courtesan missed it.
“It seems that you still remember how to drink it,”
Min only gave a wistful smile, “An action that must be ingrained into my muscles, most probably. Like many other things.”
“Perhaps, Miss Kohl,” Papilonn purred, finishing her tea and indicating for Min to serve the next cup. “But I am more interested in what brings you here? After all, I have only seen you once before and that was so many years ago.”
“I plan to return to Nijon,” came the startling reply as she handed to cup over. The combination of the heat and the shock caused Papilonn a momentary lapse in concentration, the jade green cup fell to the carpeted dais.
Hurriedly, one of the two servant girls cleared the mess while the other replaced it with a clean cup. Delicately, Min poured her a fresh cup. “My apologies,” she offered. “I must have allowed the water to steep longer than I ought to.”
“It’s no matter,” the courtesan replied, taking up the cup with her other hand. The fingertips of Papilonn’s right hand were red from the scalding.
“Things left too long unattended have a habit to making themselves known,” Minshara replied. “You should let me take a look at that. I have some aloe that will help soothe the skin.”
Papilonn smiled at the disguised chiding. She held out her hand. Min took a quick look at the finely manicured hand and proceeded to place small amounts to the affected areas. The balm was quickly absorbed by the blistered skin.
“You were saying how you intened to return to Nijon?”
“Aye,” Min said as she placed Papilonn’s hand on the table. The courtesan withdrew within the folds of her gown. “My parents think it best that I try to find out more.”
“Why now? Surely this endeavor would have been more successful if it was done years ago. You might no longer be remembered now.”
“If I was bushi, I’m sure my clan would remember me. The records of my birth and presumed death would still be available,” Min dodged the former question.
“That is true.”
“I cannot go into Nijon without any prior information on who I might be. I was hoping that you might be able to help me.”
Madam Papilonn sighed. “I had warned you against it. Have you forgotten?”
“On the contrary, that’s why I returned to you. You must have your reasons,”
“And they are good reasons. But answer me first, why is it so important?” the concern in her voice betrayed her. Papilonn knew it full well but had decided to show at least one of her cards.
“I’ve always wanted to know but you frightened me into the opposite,” Min replied looking out into the street. “Living with the fear of the unknown is something I cannot do anymore. The fear chases me in the night. It haunts me in the only respite any person should have – sleep. I have nightmares that would cause you to tremble even when you are awake, Madam Papilonn.”
“Surely you know of the herbs that would ease your sleep?”
“Trade being a coward for being a deluded addict? I don’t think so,” Min poured herself another cup, this time not bothering with the ritual. “Let us dispense with the courtesies, Madam Papilonn. I want to hear what you have to tell me.”
“Many dignitaries visit my establishment when they are journeying towards and from Miriel by sea,” Papilonn began her tale. “A few months after you washed up on Tarsis, I received a very rare guest.”
“Who was he?”
“He was a nobleman of Nijon, that is all I know. He was very dignified for a young man, handsome and very exotic-looking. But so very young and his inexperience almost cost him his purse and all his valuables when he walked into my bordello so obvious in his naivety.”
Min relaxed her posture and listened carefully.
“Anyway, the girls were all over him, laughing at his strange accent and his odd questions. But he bore the teasing very well, like he was taught to endure certain things. I managed to get him away. It was tough at first to get either one of us to understand what the other was saying but we managed to figure out some basic things. He told me he was looking for someone – a woman of your description. She was very important to him.”
Min’s mind immediately went to the kaiken.
“I know what you’re thinking,” Papilonn echoed. “I think it was him. He told me that you were fleeing a great danger and that he had followed you secretly in the hopes of reuniting with you.”
The physician closed her eyes and exhaled a long held breath.
“He was so earnest that I couldn’t help but try to find out,” Papilonn went on, sipping her tea. “Its not often that a courtesan comes across such a cliched yet genuine experience. I asked around and heard of you. We visited you, in fact.”
“What? When?”
“He waited in my carriage as I talked to you in the cottage. He was visibly relieved to know that you were still alive. I honestly thought that he would come to you but strangely, he decided to return to Nijon with the news that you were gone.”
“But why?”
“He never said. And I’ve never heard a word from him since. Every once in a while, a Nijon captain will arrive with something precious from his homeland for me. He would give it to me together with an empty scrollbox. At first, I didn’t know what I was supposed to do with it. Then, I realised that I was to write him of you.”
“And did you?”
“I wrote a few details at first but soon, a letter arrived asking me that I should only state the necessities like if you were alive and well, for example. Details were to be left out. Too dangerous, I assumed.”
“I must get to Nijon,” Min breathed.
“You mustn’t,” Papilonn snapped. “He has repeatedly said that you are to remain here for your own safety.”
Minshara looked at her straight in the eye. “What’s in it for you?”
“Excuse me?”
“Well, you seem rather adamant that I should stay and I don’t think there’s anything in this for you,”
“You are a skeptical one, aren’t you?” Madam Papilonn smiled.
“I believe in the goodness of people’s hearts…” Min replied, “But I do know that some are willing to trade that for its weight in gold.”
“Not everything in this bordello is for sale,”
“Of course not. I mean no insult, madam. But most things are. It’s a little difficult to see.”
“Let’s just say that I’ve only told you his side of the story and my side of the bargain,” the madam finished, with a flourish of her robes as she stood up.
“Fair enough,” Minshara got to her feet. “I must take my leave, Madam. Thank you for having me.”
“I shan’t see you out,” Papilonn bowed courteously.
“You needn’t have. By the way, the skin should blister before it heals properly. I’ll send over some move balm in the morning.”
“Thank you,”
Minshara walked out of the bordello, glad to be rid of its luxurious environment. The night sky of Poliho was lovely and clear again tonight. She yawned as she turned the corner. A small donkey drawn cart passed by her. Hitching a ride with the owner, she soon fell asleep on the hay – a sweet dreamless sleep, courtesy of Daidlin.
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Back at the bordello, Papilonn looked at her neatly written letter. Carefully, she rolled it up and placed it into the empty scrollbox. Securing it, she made her way to one of the guest rooms.
A Nijon captain was having the time of his life with a few of her girls. Upon seeing the arrival of the madam, he promptly excused himself.
“Madam Papilonn,” he greeted. He was not expecting to see her till the morning. “Is anything the matter?”
Papilonn placed the scrollbox into his hand. “I need you to return to Nijon immediately. Your master must be informed as soon as possible.” She pressed the object into his palms to make her point. “Please, captain. Your master’s honour depends on this.”
The captain nodded. Turning to crewmembers who were with him, he barked out some orders in Nijonese. In a few minutes, they had left the bordello.
And so were the shadows that were lingering outside the windows of the tearoom.
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A story can have only one true ending. Even as the stranger felt compelled to commit her final words to paper she did it knowing they must never be read. To see the sum of her work was to see inside her own emptiness the heart of a destroyer not a creator. And yet, reflected back upon her at last she could see her own ending. And in this final act of destruction a chance to give what she could not receive.
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Minshara Kohl
Adventurer

Posts: 81
Gods? Buggered if I know.
Race: Human
Location: The Quegan
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Preparations
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The small garden was neat and well tended. Min knelt in the dirt, as she did every early morning, digging into the dark warm soil. The plot of land used to be barren and grew nothing but the most stubborn weeds. After a few weeks of dedicated care and effort, the plot became able at supporting a few hardy plants.
Years on, it was now flowered beautifully with a few small fruit trees and eight lovely sections of plants that were either edible, or had medicinal or poisonous properties.
Patting the new bluebell hybrid into the soil, Min looked at the garden in great satisfaction. The small blue flowers showed up like shy flashes against the overwhelming green of the other plants. She took a deep breath and took pleasure in the smell of the many flowers she planted around the place. Sweet varieties of jasmine and roses separated the sections and balanced their heady fragrances against the more subtle ones the herbs emanated.
She would have to trust the care of the garden to someone else if she decided to leave. They would have to do a really good job. Min hated the thought of her effort going to naught.
The conversation at the bordello a few weeks ago bothered her. She had not expected much from Madam Papilonn but the little that she divulged was enough to bother Min. On the other hand, she was sleeping a little better. At least, the nightmares did not bother her as much.
Min took down the folios that held her patients’ records. She hadn’t thought much of them. Sitting down, she leafed through each piece of parchment carefully. The writing was neat and contained details of every treatment she had given them. Back then, she had thought her system of keeping patient records was something that only she would have a use for but now that the prospect of leaving opened up to her, perhaps it would be of use to Sarai, her assistant.
Some other person.
Telling Madam Papilonn that she intended to seek out her origins in Nijon was a bluff. Minshara had no intention of returning yet. She wanted to find out more and knew that she would one day have to make the homeward journey but…
But what? You knew that it would come to this. Stop lying to yourself. The answers lie in Nijon. There is no other way but southwards.
Minshara looked around the cottage in a slight sorrow that gnawed at the root of her heart. She stood up and leaned against the chair, taking in every detail of her home. Socks licked himself clean after he bounded into her arms. Min held the cat as she would a child, stroking the head tenderly.
The wooden walls suddenly seemed foreign to her. She saw details that she never saw before. Disturbed, she walked outside; the despair somehow growing stronger.
Who are you? She prayed to Daidlin to send a dream that had some sort of an answer. Who was this man who had followed her? And wanted nothing more from her except to know that she was alive and well? What danger was she fleeing? Why was he still asking after all these years?
She took a deep breath, trying to stifle the tears that began to well up. The already startling blue eyes were made even more ethereal and glassy by the water and the sudden pleadings that she directed to the heavens. “Does this amuse you, Daidlin? Why do you torment me with nightmares and send nothing that might tell me something useful? Damn you!” she cursed bitterly, a small clump of earth clenched in her hand as she searched for something to grasp. Socks watched from the other side of garden, watching quietly.
She suddenly missed Nijon as images trickled into her mind. They held nothing significant and the objective part of her warned her that it was her heart that made up the pictures to comfort the pain she felt at not knowing anything about herself. The frustration caused by years of missing a home that she couldn’t remember, the parents that she might have left behind and now, an alternate future that she might have had, overcame her in a rogue wave.
Pulling herself together, Minshara stood up and looked around, glad to notice that no prying eyes were around in her moment of weakness.
There was no question now. The outburst was the manifestation of something she only knew too well. She would never be whole if she didn’t get those years back. Min walked back into the cottage and pulled out the first folio and turned to the very first patient.
It was evening when Min heard the soft knock on the door. Putting aside the pestle and mortar, she opened the door. “Father,” she greeted.
“Your mother says she didn’t see you leave the cottage since last evening,” the concern evident in the gentle tones. Stepping into the brightly lit cottage, Ikwame looked at the messy workstation. “Did a whole family fall sick?”
“Not really,” she replied. “I’m making some extra portions of the cures.”
Ikwame frowned. “Why?”
Min returned to her chair and continued to pound, as she consulted the stacks of papers in front of her. Nimbly, she added a tablespoon of dried garlic to the mixture in the mortar. “I want to make sure that while Sarai gets used to the work, the patients won’t fall behind in their medicines.”
“Sarai? The girl whom you took on as apprentice just a year ago?”
Min nodded. “She’s brighter than you give her credit for, father,” she responded, eyes never leaving her work. The fingers worked fast, pouring the mixture into a small cut of muslin and quickly made a bundle by securing it with a piece of string. “She learns fast and already takes care of a few families on her own.”
“Well, that’s all right…” Ikwame replied hestitantly, “But what do you mean ‘get used to the work’? Shouldn’t she be used to it already?”
“I’ll be giving her more responsibility starting tomorrow.”
“Why?” her father enquired, then paused for a moment before the realisation hit him. “You’re leaving?”
Minshara looked up. “I have to,” she replied. “I talked to Madam Papilonn some time ago. She explained to me a few things. I have to go back and find out.”
Ikwame sat down on the chair, “I understand.” He smiled sadly at the young woman he had long come to regard as his own flesh and blood. “We knew this day would one day come, your mother and I.”
“I’m so sorry, father,” Min placed her head in her hands. “I’m so sorry.”
Gently, he took her hands and lifted the tear stained face. “No, dearest,” he consoled, still smiling the sad smile. “There is nothing to apologise for. We knew this would one day come to be.”
“I will return,” she promised. “I won’t forget you or mother.”
The old man nodded. All at once, Min suddenly noticed the frailty of her adoptive father. She helped Ikwame to his feet, holding him steadily.
“When are you leaving?”
“In a few weeks, maybe even a few months…” she projected. “I’ll make sure Sarai will learn everything that I can teach. I can’t teach her most things. She’ll have to learn those on the job. Don’t worry, I don’t intend to leave things so suddenly. With Faelyn’s blessing, Sarai will be just as competent as I am.”
“She is still very young,”
“All the better that she starts now,”
Ikwame nodded and opened the door, the smell of Safiya’s cooking wafted out on a cloud. “I’m sure you know what you’re doing,”
Min nodded and wondered how she was going to tell Safiya of her decision. Would she really be relieved? There was no denying that Ikwame was upset. “Perhaps, I should have dinner with you two tonight.”
“Always a place for you at the table,” he patted her hand.
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A story can have only one true ending. Even as the stranger felt compelled to commit her final words to paper she did it knowing they must never be read. To see the sum of her work was to see inside her own emptiness the heart of a destroyer not a creator. And yet, reflected back upon her at last she could see her own ending. And in this final act of destruction a chance to give what she could not receive.
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Minshara Kohl
Adventurer

Posts: 81
Gods? Buggered if I know.
Race: Human
Location: The Quegan
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The Homeguard captain looked at the bloated and misshapened foot potruding from underneath the pile of rubbish and the gods-know-what-else. Grunting, he motioned for his men to retrieve the body.
“Err, sir?”
“Yes?”
“There’s more than one - two of them, in fact. They’re in quite bad shape.”
Trust the rookie to point out the obvious. The first man’s clothes gave the impression that it was the only thing that was holding the dead body together. Cause of death was clear enough: both men had their throats sliced open from bow to stern. Whoever had killed them was a professional and with a sharp knife too.
“Well, get them on the cart and cover it up,” he ignored his subordinate. “Be careful… if they’ve been dead as long as I think…” He didn’t get to finish his sentence.
One of the rookies, a young boy of only seventeen, dropped whatever he was holding and ran to a nearby ditch. After a few minutes of wretched vomiting, he returned considerably a shade greener than he already was.
“All right, son?”
He nodded. “The skin, sir… it sort of… slipped right off his hand… like a glove.”
The captain nodded. “It happens. Probably been dead more than a week.”
“Funny, he doesn’t look local. And its an unnatural death isn’t it, sir?”
“If you find two bodies with their throats cut; in an alley with his clothes on in the middle of the Center, stuck under a pile of junk; there’s nothing natural about it.”
“Sorry, sir,”
“Well?” the captain growled after a few moments of silence.
“Well, what, sir?”
“Where do you think they come from then, detective?” the note of exasperation clearly enunciated in every syllable.
The other rookie chimed in. “Their clothes are kind of weird. I mean look at the amount of knots. Its like they have something against buttons.”
Greener nodded. “Maybe they’re from one of those far off places… like Anfalas,” he added, “Won’t be the first time a tourist got on the wrong side of them gang members.”
“Maybe not Anfalas but you might be right on the gang story though,” replied their superior with a tight knot in his stomach. The retired mercenary had seen his share of murders and unclaimed bodies during his time with the Homeguard but his guts told him something was different about this one. “Let’s just get this back to the morgue and would one of you just get the undertaker. I doubt we can tell anything about these poor chaps now. A quick cremation and we’re done.”
“Right away, sir,” chimed the two.
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A story can have only one true ending. Even as the stranger felt compelled to commit her final words to paper she did it knowing they must never be read. To see the sum of her work was to see inside her own emptiness the heart of a destroyer not a creator. And yet, reflected back upon her at last she could see her own ending. And in this final act of destruction a chance to give what she could not receive.
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Myrnal Shalienza
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This is what happens, thought Myrnal, when you try and do something nice for somebody. You get all guilty and roped into things by sad and pretty women and NOW LOOK AT YOU. She set down her glass on the bar and sighed. Always went like this, didn't it?
The whole mess started when Myrnal was on her way home from accepting a bounty job. Minor job for a minor criminal. They weren't terribly meaningful as a rule, but they paid the bills. From what she'd been told, this guy picked a fight with a nobleman's private guard. Guard lost the fight and a few teeth.
If the man weren't associated with the suitably wealthy and influential, it was highly unlikely that the assault would have even been reported and picked up by law enforcement. If Myrnal's last employer hadn't stiffed her half her wages, she wouldn't have cared, either. But there were groceries to buy and she needed money to do it.
She'd found him in a bar in the south end of town, drinking away the stress of being a wanted man. His green skin and distinctive ears betrayed some goblin blood, and it occurred to Myrnal that she was either in luck, or in line for a conflict of interest. She'd always gotten along well enough with goblins, most of whom seemed thrilled for a chance to speak their own language so far from home. Judging by his race, he was also pretty far from his current neighborhood. He was really going out of his way to lie low.
Myrnal slid in next to him at the bar and offered to buy him a drink. He shook his head and continued to nurse his ale. Softly she addressed him in his own tongue. "A little jumpy, are we?"
He started as if he'd been bitten. He replied in kind. "Where did you learn that?"
She shrugged with a wry smile. "You pick things up every now and again. You want to talk to me now?"
He shoved his stool away from the bar and left. Just like that. She stared down into his unfinished drink and contemplated finishing it herself just for effect. She decided against it, not entirely certain where her mark had been. No need to pick up strange social diseases from men in bars without even the courtesy of a proper introduction.
By the time she'd gotten outside he'd split for a nearby alleyway. Normally this would be a fairly sound choice, but unfortunately for this gent, it was the wrong option while being tailed by a ninja.
Myrnal stood still and listened, waiting for the pounding of her mark's feet to cease.
Good. He'd stopped running.
She stepped into the alley, slipping easily into the shadows. She wondered if the goblin had even noticed the vagrant lying at the mouth of the alley, passed out with an empty bottle in one hand. Idle curiosity aside, the fact that her mark hadn't awakened the drunk suggested that her light footsteps were unlikely to raise an alarm either.
Myrnal could barely see, her eyesight being little better in darkness than anyone else's. She could hear him, though. He was trying desperately to control and quiet his breathing, starting with every scrape of his coat against the brick wall at his back. He didn't hear her until her foot hit the pavement so close to his that her pant leg brushed against him. Myrnal's arm swung out in one smooth motion, the back edge of a blade falling smoothly just beneath her mark's chin.
Caught by surprise, he cursed quickly in his own language. "Listen, I know why you're here. I just--"
"What?" She whispered with no small degree of exasperation. "You realize that you're trying to explain yourself to the wrong person."
"No, you..." He swallowed. "Look, I don't..." He swallowed again, clearly uncomfortable with the feel of her blade against his throat. He spoke again and his voice broke over suppressed tears. "I didn't want any of this, I just--"
"Oh, for f$%#'s sake. I'm just here to apprehend you. I'll only kill you if you force me. Calm the f$%# down." She pulled the blade away about half a centimeter.
"Look, I just... it was about my wife. He was--"
Oh, gods, she thought. Here it comes. Everyone has a sob story when they think it'll save their skins.
"He... I couldn't just let him hurt her! He thinks because he's got backing and money he can do anything he wants!" Momentarily, the man's anger outweighed his fear of Myrnal. "But he's wrong! And now he damn well knows it!"
Myrnal sighed. Can't the jobs ever just... be jobs? Does it always have to be some damned crusade for justice and the downtrodden? What happened to the days when she'd offer to kill someone, another party would give her money, and then the whole thing would just work out without any of this ethical mess?
The ice shifted in Myrnal's glass and she tilted it to one side to see how much was left. Basically nothing. Lovely. Her most likely chance at wiping this whole encounter from her mind was disappearing, leaving only melting ice in a dirty glass. Myrnal nudged the glass away and laid down a couple of coins on the bar. There was no need to drown herself in alcohol tonight. She needed her head clear.
The job was off from that moment on, and she knew it. But she had to maintain some semblance of control, hold on to some small vestige of her professional detachment.
"Look, friend. I don't care about your wife, or what you have to do to keep some nobleman's lapdog from getting a piece of her. I care about my job, I care about what I'm going to eat tomorrow. You're the one assuring that, and that's all that matters to me. So you can quit with the compassion bull$#&^, all right?"
"Just... just come home with me. I know you'll understand."
And then it just got worse. She knew something was wrong the moment he'd offered to lead her home to whatever family he had. Men in mortal danger do not, as a rule, offer to escort their enemies back home for tea and finger sandwiches. But she'd have ended up following him anyway, so what was she supposed to do? She knew it would be worse, but "worse" turned out to be more than even a pessimist like Myrnal could anticipate.
The man had to have like... ten kids, she recalled as she stood up and grabbed her coat. Ordinarily that wouldn't bother her a whole lot, because while some small part of her hated the idea of creating more orphans like herself... a larger part had a hard time caring. If not her, it would be someone else. It was a dangerous world to be a child in, and efforts to change or even forstall that were a waste of energy.
Right?
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Myrnal Shalienza
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The tension and fear had lifted for a moment when Myrnal walked down her mark's front pathway with him. His wife had answered the door, jealousy flashing in her eyes when she saw her husband coming home with a younger woman. It had been difficult for Myrnal not to laugh at first at the sheer absurdity of that, until it dawned on her what was wrong with this picture. The man's wife was human and apparently quite pregnant. The children peeking through the doorway were of no less than three unique races. Adopted? All of them?
Myrnal gaped with her mouth open. "Oh, f$%# this. This is such bull$#&^." The woman reached down to the child at her side and covered his ears.
"Esau? What's going on? Who is this woman?"
Myrnal threw her hands in the air in frustration. "Screw it. It doesn't matter. Fine. You win, jackass. With your pregnant wife and your pack of adopted kids. Fine. But you need to take your pile of sympathy s#&^ and get out of here. I'll cancel my job, but someone else is going to come after me."
Esau sighed. "Look, Zel, she--"
His wife interrupted him. "She was hired to hunt you? You little--"
"Woman!" Myrnal interjected. "Are you f$%#ing deaf? Are you retarded or something?" Zel covered her child's ears again. "Unless you want a pile of bloodthirsty scumbags like me after you and probably everyone else here, you need to leave. Yelling at me is not going to help!"
Myrnal pulled her coat around her, already feeling the chill of the evening sink beneath her collar even in this dive of a bar. There wasn't really anyplace for them to go but Tarsis. Once she'd cancelled her obligations to her employer, she retrieved the whole silly enormous family. Apologetic, his wife had asked that Myrnal join them.
"Please, I'm so sorry for how I acted. But I don't know how we're going to escape notice on our own. I have to take care of the children and Esau can't do everything."
"I'm not your damned babysitter, and I'm not your hired arm. I just suggested you get your stubborn asses out of this town."
Zel had frowned. "If that's what you need, then fine. We have a little bit of money." One of her adoptive sons, a boy at least part-elf, ran to grab her purse. "Thanks, Aaron." She simply took the coinpurse and held it out to Myrnal.
The ninja snatched it out of her hand and counted out enough to pay for a few days' lodging and food. She'd tossed the remainder back to the little boy, rolling her eyes. "You people really drive me nuts, you know that? Come on. You'll miss the last ship."
Last ship indeed, she thought as she shoved her hands in the pockets of her ankle-length black coat. And now I can't get back.
Stuck in Tarsis thanks to the quarantine on Míriel's docks. On the one hand, there was no shortage of taverns here, so she felt on somewhat even ground. Surely there'd be plenty of jobs in a place like this. Debtors to rough up, gang warfare to meddle in, travellers to protect. If that were the case, though, she'd better find something soon.
You try to do something good every once in a while, and this is what happens. Bites you in the ass. Way to go, Myrnal. Another job well f$%#ing done.
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Minshara Kohl
Adventurer

Posts: 81
Gods? Buggered if I know.
Race: Human
Location: The Quegan
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It was not often that the brothel madam demanded complete and total privacy. Papilonn sat down in her boudoir, quietly contemplating her next move. The shapely fingers drummed silently on the tabletop, the only thing that betrayed her otherwise serene countenance.
It paid to be what some Entar philosophers called the ‘cesspool of civilization, a necessary evil’. Her profession allowed her unofficial but reliable access to information that most people would not be privy to.
One of the Homeguard Captains had recently told her in all candidness of yet another case of unclaimed bodies – only this time they were foreign and possibly Nijonese. Naturally, Papilonn asked more, making full use of her reputation as a trustworthy confidant in a city build on deceitful commerce. The captain had intended to report the nationalities but Papilonn convinced him that no one in Nijon would care about a pair of lowly sailors. And if Nijon wasn’t bothered, Tarsis couldn’t care less.
Still, the brothel madam had her suspicions and in her experience, it was better to err on the side of caution.
The dead men could be the Nijonese captain and his first mate. She had no news from Nijon that it was otherwise.
The situation could not be worse than it already was. Minshara Kohl had made it clear that she intended to travel back to whence she came. The villagers were talking about how she had gradually abandoned her studies and profession and spent her time pouring over maps and routes, all leading back to the Imperial City.
Things were too important for assuming that they were fine. There was no choice, she decided as she called for her steward. The situation was now considered compromised.
“Yes, mistress?” the older man answered.
Madam Papilonn smiled graciously. “I need your help, Jarul, in a task requiring the utmost delicacy.”
The small cottage was now empty, save a few vials and bottles. Socks seemed to enjoy the sudden availability of climbing space. He now left her bed alone, for the novelty of blank shelves.
Minshara had passed on the numerous folders and files to Sarai, her newly promoted assistant. Instead of those, maps and calculations of expenses were scattered all over the table. She still worked but only for a few hours a day, enough to earn the money she needed for the trip. The planning and preparation had made her even busier - the sable hair she normally kept short, now brushed the nape of her neck and her skin was fast losing its tan.
Minshara had considered travelling by sea but as much as she was ready for change, the sea was something that could wait. She sat down and stared at the map. Nijon, although taking up a small portion of the map, made her nervous. The words emboldened in bright red ink looked ominous. Her indigo eyes trailed over the coastline. Travelling to Nijon by horse would take much longer but she would certainly be able to see more of Entar... And there was the additional cost caused by the recent quarantine on Miriel. She would have to leave for an independent or private port. Picking up the quill, she calculated the cost.
It was a little more expensive. She would have to stay a little longer in Tarsis to make up for the difference.
Leaning back on the chair, Min pondered the two choices that lay before her. A straight route home with the fear of being shipwrecked and dying once more or a longer more scenic option, with more places where she could... well, she wasn't sure. The possibilities were quite endless.
"Perhaps," she mused to herself, "Leaving Tarsis won't be so bad after all.." For the first time in years, she found herself excited at the prospect of something other than her studies. Not surprisingly, she found herself choosing the latter.
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A story can have only one true ending. Even as the stranger felt compelled to commit her final words to paper she did it knowing they must never be read. To see the sum of her work was to see inside her own emptiness the heart of a destroyer not a creator. And yet, reflected back upon her at last she could see her own ending. And in this final act of destruction a chance to give what she could not receive.
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Minshara Kohl
Adventurer

Posts: 81
Gods? Buggered if I know.
Race: Human
Location: The Quegan
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Madam Papilonn's steward sat quietly in a corner, with his head bowed over his drink and eyes, occassionally looking for the merc that was needed for the sort of task his mistress wanted done. He had served Papilonn eversince she saved him from destitution so many years ago. It would be wrong of him to fail her during what seemed to be her darkest hour yet.
The tavern was full of hired hands, just like any other decent tavern in Tarsis but he had sat here all night, watching for the right person to come along. It was no easy thing to do.
Fortunately, the place yielded a few candidates.
One of them, a young lass dressed in foreign clothing, seated at the bar and staring at her disappearing drink. Still watching, he noticed how she kept putting her hands in her pockets, as if confirming that they were indeed empty. It might be pure speculation on his part, but Jarul remembered the times when he kept doing the same thing as well.
She looked like a trustworthy sort, although the elderly steward knew more than to put his faith on something as slippery as first impressions. Still, she seemed to be the most promising of the lot and the Madam had stressed she needed someone fast - this girl just might be it.
Approaching her respectfully, since he was under Papilonn's name, he cleared his throat. "Bartender, another drink for the lady, please."
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A story can have only one true ending. Even as the stranger felt compelled to commit her final words to paper she did it knowing they must never be read. To see the sum of her work was to see inside her own emptiness the heart of a destroyer not a creator. And yet, reflected back upon her at last she could see her own ending. And in this final act of destruction a chance to give what she could not receive.
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Myrnal Shalienza
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With a sidelong glance to the gentleman ordering her a drink, she slid back into her seat.
Myrnal shooed the bartender away. "No, the lady is fine, and would order another drink if she wanted one." She turned to address the older fellow. It was never a good idea to accept offers of alcohol from strangers in dives like this. It tended to end badly. But the offer had been made, and that meant that if things could have ended badly before, they still might.
She turned toward him on her barstool, leaving one hand in her pocket and pulling the other arm up to rest on the countertop. "Thanks anyway, but I'm all right. You need something, friend? I was just on my way out," she added. No sense in leading the old man on. Half the time guys only bought her drinks because they were hoping to take her home with them. They were always nice enough up until then, but the ninja was not in the mood and wanted to head off any such confusion right away.
"Can I help you with something before I go, or were you just looking for company?"
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Minshara Kohl
Adventurer

Posts: 81
Gods? Buggered if I know.
Race: Human
Location: The Quegan
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She was cautious enough, he thought relieved. "I'm sorry if I've offended you, ma'am." Jarul paused momentarily, trying to piece his sentence together and nodded his apologies to the bartender. "Do pardon my forwardness but my mistress is in need of some help and you look like you might be the person for the job. If you are interested..." he reached into his pocket and held out a small wooden token - it had a blood flower stencilled on one side and an address on the other. "You could follow me now if you want to find out more or drop by tomorrow, should you require time to think. Just ask for the steward at the door."
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A story can have only one true ending. Even as the stranger felt compelled to commit her final words to paper she did it knowing they must never be read. To see the sum of her work was to see inside her own emptiness the heart of a destroyer not a creator. And yet, reflected back upon her at last she could see her own ending. And in this final act of destruction a chance to give what she could not receive.
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